BbHaOz on Thursday, August 19, 2004
After this semster of 2004/2005 think i will be lonely liao...cos most going to army le...left me alone...nvm...concentrade on sch work den...maybe will stay more time in sch...well now is still early yet im preparing for it le....
they went to watch movie again without me...mani time le...think i xi guan le...nvm...i got pirated vcd to watch..they go in grpz ..me?....stay inside my room to watch lor....got air con too..can eat tibits...got toilet....got bed....dark room...but onli me alone....am i deceiving myself that i will be happier? am i too hardworking? pplz go out play and enjoy or work during break..yet im studying....got soccer match...but not going....im tired of this...making me had to reject all their chance when ask me to go see movie....when u all can enjoy .. i will stay behind for my study...think will not receive their call...all out enjoying....got me..the grp onli + 1 more ppl ...without me? the grp will have 1 ppl lesser onli wht...still can enjoy...with me without me make no difference...
Gotten take back all my lent $ den called it a day...no soccer no meeting up especially movie...everytime got this feeling when i went movbie with them...so weird...last seen movie "spider-man maranthon" almost ended up quarraling cos of some ppl...think i will not see movie again unless harry porter, x men ...i'm so tired of all these stuff...ever since all went to poly...all changed le...no bondship last time go out 10++ now? only a few ants...even makan like 2, 3 pplz onli...either working, not free, project, gf....reasons reason...
last time told jm to accomapny me go ps buy sth...told me his class end at 3 den called him..he is at home le...kaoz..i still in sch...i 10+ no class le...now say not going...wait so mani hrs juz for him...so angri...blamed in on communication error den(deceiving myself) go ps...shop alone...den until 7++ den take train go home...
kew continue my math le....v.impt sia
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