BbHaOz on Monday, September 13, 2004
Today can be the happiest day n saddest day of mine. Y? i'm happy becos tat person had been my friend for 7 yrs+. sad? we can nv be friend anymore (*This word come frm his own mouth...a lot of pplz at the court heard tat) 1st i hate pplz who use "friendship" as a 'weapon' during qurrel or whtever..I'm someone who cherish friendship a lot...i helped those who need my help...i've tried all my best..i give surprises to ppl during their Bday...i've sent him a Beckham's keychain during his Bday.i wished him the minutes the clock struck 12am. i remember his Bday <3th>, his fav. player.
He kicked my leg..i fell..bleed..he? turn away...nvm......2nd: i run after the ball , he behind me...saw his leg coming out..i clear the ball and jump..almost hitting the bench ...why like tat? he pushed me frm behind..i nv say anything except for STaring at him...den he kick in cos i clear the ball out...i stick out my leg to block the ball almost hitting him ...i put my hand up (body language for sorry) den continue again...den the "moment of the moments" came in...he run beside me den i somehow trip him...he fell den act like a mad person totally different frm the one i knew...he pushed me...he scolded valgurity on me...he cursed me..he sweared at me...he wanna to hurt me...luckily some ppl held him. Y like tat? u can made ppl fall pplz cannot make u fall? u kick ppl leg they nv complaint...ppl kicked u? U sweared u curesd den u anyhow played..u rammed the ball at a skinny last man...he shot the ball hard den hit pplz..saying sorry den go away...ppl standing in front of u onli leh..need to use so much force? did he own u anything? NO..u juz wanna to shot for power ..u wanna to hurt ur friends...inuring them one by one den u happi...ah accidentally kicked the ball to ur head ..last time...u wanna to fight with him...den u kicked others? jt is one such victim...i wun tolerant u...i will fight back..u hurt my friend...i'll pay u back...We have been tolerating ur character ..ur attitude...ur everything...I'm really tired...(y must i tolerant?) cos u r my friend...we should take care for each other...when u r down..u sat bedside me...asking me "Hao, can u be my best friend?" i say "Yes" straight away without thinking..now today...U say "friendship? pui* " its the end of it.
"friendship" is the key word in my life..u have indicated ur intention n i have aknowldge tat...Even Sorry doesnt mean anything to me now...U hurt me 1st den i hurt u once...u hurted me again...tat the end of it. I OnCe CusHIoN UR ImpaCt WheN u ChaLLenGEd thE Ball WiTH Me...CoS u R My OppOneNT n I 'M In Ah LeoNg Team, He tOld ME tO StICk oUt My Leg NExT Time, Cos EitheR We BoTh GoT InJuReD Or OnLi U goT InjUReD...WhaT DiD i DO? i ChoosE to CushIoN Ur ImpaCt..MayBe u WuN kNow TaT Had HapPEn B4...Cos FeLLiNg Down Is CoMmoN WheN u Go InTo a 50/50 chance...den what? I put MyseLF Body BAckWaRD so Tat When U Fell U stIlL hAve me As a SuppORt. But Now? Itz All History~~~
* I try to think differently...maybe u got personal problem...abt girl or whatever...den u in foul mood...(*shouldt be of the trip tat i've made made u so angry..u made me 1st, ok?) u vent ur angry ur unhappy thingy on me...u made me fell..kicked my leg...I'm also made of flesh ok? got mood also...u no mood tat means tat i had to tolerant u ,even i'm going to hit the bench when u pushed me frm behind?
thinking back frm the way u spoke : u think tat i'm someone who tolerat u even u made me fell? den i will
forgive u den continue playing? i will if u did not try to hurt me...the bench matter really endanger my leg...if i did not jump...wht are the consequence? broken leg? or even cripped?..can u take tat? a trip made u so mad...den if tat the way..i should be more mad den u rite? but did i? kaoz... *We were once friends..but no not anymore. NevEr!!!saying doesnt mean anything(*i dun expect u to say it to me btw)i'm relieved tat the word is spoken frm ur own mouth...witness by so many pplz...WE CAN NEVER BE friend again...OnlI stranger...I'Ll KeEp The PhoTo of us together but not in my own album...those happiest moment is a gift for me to cherish...thank for been my friend for the past 7yrs pluz
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