BbHaOz on Thursday, February 10, 2005
CYN suppose to be enjoyable and cheerful festival de...but why am i feeling so tired and worn out? everyday so tired and sian to me. why must i be compared to them? every yr see me as me all the same thingy...run out of excuses le lar...they heard also sian le...i tok also sian le...its no longer the same situation after my cousin found her bf...very presurizing sia n angry too...showing off is wht i can say abt her...juz let her be...
though i can get the car...her cousin took it away le...went with her gf...now my uncle n her wife go holiday...left them alone...took full control of the car sia...d*** it...how was i suppose to learn to control the car? how? really must take the car frm them in the middle of midnite? wht tat for? look like i must rebel...i dun care anymore...let them all know about my unhappiness...or else i ..........wht can i do? let them slowly discover why im i claming so much $$ suddenly cos i go n rent a car? ask my ah gong to buy another car? go take up Bike course? Erm....probably this will be my ans for it...juz bcos of tat!!! can have the privilages!!! juz becos u are the eldest g.son!!! u go out work for others den still can get big ang bao...me leh? say tat u will help ur father...one worker resign n there u should come n help...instead went outside work...wht u say are all bullS*** man. onli know who to sweet talk pplz ...compared to him...i'm juz too soft................................................................................................................................................................
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*sorry u let u all see all this unhappi thingy of mine...
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