...::*[[* WwW.On3 m@n 5T@nD|in9.CoM *]]*::...

WISP is getting more interesting ... so true abt the world rite now ... hai ....
going back to Company to pass anime to 1 of the guy there ... reach home abt 11+ den change my attire and off i go to jogging ... 11.20am ...the time i set off running when the sun is very sunny and the unbearable heat .... even 1 uncle who is juz taking a stroll ask me "How can u run in this trememdous heat?" i juz smiled and off i go again ...
so sian ya..cant do MOL...got problem with the setting ba i think .....

BbHaOz wrote his history at 4:05 PM .
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Nice animation Tong Hua ... enjoyed!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 10:23 PM .

After Material..went to makan with wc's grp...after tat went to the ST Kinectics ....
erm..we arrived too early...been spotted by the pplz there and there we were show to our desk ...BIG TABLE right at the centre of attraction..haaa....den..frm Ann, knew tat our Supervisor will be here onli around 2+ den we requested to return as we say tat we got something on in sch ... off we went back ...along the way back...found out tat est tat grp also organising GT tour ...theirs is to taiwan ... even said tat we booked the same day go but different plane and destination...haaa...
back to sch around 12.40++ ..relieve...sch is still the best ...while waiting for est ..saw by, fl and wy ... went back to Company again after tat... reach around 1.40pm+ ..late le ...
Dennis (supervisor) is back...he seem friendly * 1st impression onli upon inside his office, he told us wht he expected frm us...and gave us assignment to research for today ... SQC thingy... SSC ...SQA ..and SIC ...diao!!!..but he did say tat we will be paid!!! haa....but when its on full time ...yeah got money to cover my trip to thailand le ... kew...cyan...
Jogging time !!! seem sunny today...gotten to sweat it out man ....COME ON!!!!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 3:58 PM .
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Feeling low as each day passes by ...why?
they are going to NS soon ...
if i had focus on my math at tat time, i wun be here and you all would know me ...
everything will change ... maybe u all will be more happier ...
if not, i will be waiting for enlistment rite now ...
but...glad tat i know u all ... thank god tat i was in the J module and not K ...
cos K too noisy and bengz ...
Soo much to think abt...* when can i stop stressing myself ... sight of ageing !!!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 10:36 PM .
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Early in the morning..i wake up and drank water b4 i start my jogging ... the area tat i had jogged feel so sian le... so i try to explore another new area..wahahaha...jog frm my house to jm's house ya... sweat a lot man..whole shirt wet le ya ...worst still ...how come i will jog till so far...now had to jog back le ya...so tired ...felt tat my stamina are back ... *happi ...but my ankle still recovering...the strength still not back yet! ... reach home juz to see...OMG!!! its Liverpool encore sia ...onli managed to see the penalty shoot out ... but i very happi le ...
yesterday bought a new hp ...yeah ... 7270...cool ya ... the lady there gave me free nokia strap too ... 2 red and a black ... -gave to my sis ... after tat went to makan at hougang mall top lvl ...Thai chinese Magic wok ...ate Green Curry ... baby Kai Lan ... prawn omettlet and fried chicken...*Burz....Full ya...* ... yesterday on the way to take bus...walking along SIM road ...dun know where suddenly ask al tat this 1/2 yr will be the last for me to see him le ... sound very sad ya..but he said tat s'pore so small..surly can see each other de ... NS maybe i'll see u ... S'pore is small lar...but how come the i still cant see some of my friends tat live in Hougang ??? live so near yet cant see each other...
- no soccer to see le ya
- seb! we are juz 1 of the kind ... if u fell down i'll help u stand up again ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:38 PM .
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Tat xxx spoilt mt mood today sia...tok craps with me...shift my face to another side to 'tell' him tat i dun wanna to listen to his craps ...
Come on man!!!!.... 21yrs old le ya..still so childish...ok lar...sometime is good to relax a bit and cracked some jokes...but pls ... RESPECT!...
got a call frm the Company that i am going to attach to for my FYP ... got a shock sia during that material class .... erm..my name is been pronouce correctly ya...how i wonder those who know me for so long can still called me shi hao ...si hao ...d*** it ...
went for doc appointment ..on the way, a man asked me for $2 as he said tat he do not have enough for the MRT trip ... den while waiting for bus, a old lady asked me for 50c ...piangz....today so weird...so unlucky .... mizzed the mrt stop too ya ...Zzz in the train..haa...been bitten by white-black mosquito at the sch bench there....since today so 'lucky' will i get dengue fever? *pray
saw bus 851 ... ask nana ...but she dun know ... hai....
Some1 seem angry becos of the person sitting beside tat person...
saw a lorry crashed into the fence along my journey to Dover MRT... he was lying on the road motionless as medic was trying to revive him ... while yesterday was a school van crashed into a normal van ... no one was injured on tat accident ..but i saw a small kid with an adult...*sad*
-new handphone for today ... yeah!
- 3 wish out of 10 completed ....
-not going to let jr be too committed to his cca..if not history will repeat again ...
- thank for the nomination for the rap thing ... but his reputation better ...
- sl has become my official secretary...haa...
- sad ya ..no lecturers know me ... haa...sob*

BbHaOz wrote his history at 6:15 PM .
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***** ISTANBUL *****
2005 - LIVERPOOL FC - 2005
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The Trophy is BACK to ANFIELD in 21yrs!!!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 6:06 AM .
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Wahaha....the list of pplz tat i dun wanna to work with for the FYP .... IS in my grp ya...haaa....he see me so happi ya....i so sianz....but this consist of 16 credit ( 2 sems )... going to tat company for FYP during vacation ...but den ..going to Thailand for holiday 1st ...
This sems gotten be tuff for me le ya ... EM3A ...hai.... + the FYP

BbHaOz wrote his history at 7:46 PM .
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Was on my way back frm NTUC when i saw two little kids walking hand in hand and singing together... wow..thoughts flooded into my mind at tat instant...*will tat happened to me too ... so excited abt it yet disappointing...
In the bus, 3 pri sch boys was toking abt sex topics ....OMG!!! wht happening to the world man ... their parents did teaches them? tok so loud too ya ... cant stand it ... wanna to slap them on their face ya -i knew tat i can do tat...piangz...nowadays the children are more open minded le ... describle how their parents .......*u all should know lar....hai...too open le ya...hard for me to digust but to some of u, u will think tat is nothing...but i juz cant stand it ...will tat happened to mine also ? hai ... work and family ... ... so disappointing ... ... ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 3:37 PM .

Received a sms frm fj ... telling me tat his grandy has passed away .........this month is the second !!! sad ya ... really must cherished the pplz surrounding us ...may it be friends ... relatives ..not so close friends and relatives, start rite now and tok to them....spend more time with ur love one rite now...

*God BlEsS

BbHaOz wrote his history at 12:25 PM .
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Sch starting soon....wanna to get myself tanned...went over to jm's new condo ... piangz...really far sia...his house too inside frm the main gate le...see the weather in the morning very gd but once reach there, it started to pour...so disappointed...the cold room and rainy weather soon won over me...i felt asleep in the room...
nv really had the chance to tan myself and having jacuzzi in the rain...piangz...kanna cold le..haaa
FA cup final was so exciting man...Man Utd lost to Arsenal in the end...erm...wht to say den...Man Utd lost to luck! open goal but no Man U player to kick into the goal...while lehmann super on form tat day...
sunday le...went jogging at 11am++ erm..managed to jog at constand speed until thinking of tht same old place...phycological won my brain over...thinking tat so sian...jog at tat place again..den saw the Kovan Melody slowly been built up, made me ponder over my new house...will it be a condo or 5 room excutive HDB flat...which one is better...staring at my Cousin's soon to be home, i must start to think of my future le...though i had told 1 of my friend that mine will be a foreign wife ba...really cant afford the time + i'm juz not good enough ...haiz...
father came into my room as i juz abt to take a noon zzz ...*see i so lazy...he show me the kep and i changed my clothes and went out for driving...happi ya...finally!!! but not tat BIG machine...its alright...almost nv touches the steering wheel for 1 yr+++ le...forget how to park till i tried 4-5 time den i got the feel le...Hmm...think i had to continue to wait for another chance le...

*had a small chat with jm in the sauna room...
*driving...and more driving pls ...
*so sad ya ... life suckz ...

life still have to go on regardless of the different outcome that we are expecting and hope to ...
leaving my outcome for fate to decide for me ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 11:46 PM .
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3 more hours to end the day for the ITP ... my mood was swinging ... i'm the only one left in a 1.5 size living room all by myself...thinking how fast the time has past...
ya...Mr khoo finally tok to me le...apologize to me saying that he was very busy for the past few weeks so nv taught me much as Mr Er(Supervisor) told him to assist me ... :-)
after shaking 4 pairs of hand, they had gone for their task...wht a day to end my attachment inside cold office and *silent peace*..dun really contribute to anything but learnt a lot...mr John treat me to eat Katong Laksa opposite the Katong Mall..yeah <328> nice ya...if got open till midnite...hope tat i really can bring u all there to eat someday...not too spicy but i really sweat a lot after eating..haaa...ok le ya ...going to Zzz in office le ya ...*nite nite*

Hmm..izzit true that the more clever u are, the more u will be left out? Miss Chia (safety officer) is still single as she is very busy with her workload as she is the head. Mr John playfully play a joke with her...if u r a few years younger, maybe i'll woo u...haaa...
for career or love ...so hard to choose..but eventually 1 day u will wished to settle down...that y Miss chia say tat she dun need bf but a husband...*hope that she will find one soon...
thought i'm juz a small adult, i've seen a lot of examples...mostly are from gals side...becos of their capability, man shunned them as they are too clever...and also tat they are too career minded...*think abt it den ......

Sun tanning for tomolo...no rain pls... ^-^
Finally ended...*happi ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 2:04 PM .
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Hai...pathetic pay... so sad ya ... nvm tomolo slack whole day..dun do anything le ...
My workmates wanna to bring me to eat Katong laksa tomolo for lunch @ kotong there... tomolo will be an emotional day for me ya..although is juz 7 weeks, had learned a lot thru this ITP...thank god that attached to here...though stressed down here, the pplz are friendly here but pplz is not the main issue is the job.
when i said tat there is a problem to my pay, they offered to help me to ask...but they are so busy with RSAF...in the end i sms the admin..den got a satisfied ans...no more complained abt the pay...
will missed Mr John's lecture abt gals and Ren Sheng Da Tao Li (life philisophy), Mr See funni and yet real reasoning...mr leong toking abt air force ...mr khoo...cold and cool attitude (scared ya) MR Er's life philophy and Mr Gurdev - Good morning every1..haa... *Cherish*

Tomolo last day le...yeah! ^-^ gotten ZzZ tiLl monDay..haa

BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:39 PM .
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H*** sia..my 1st month pay lower den tat stated in the log book sia ... >$420 ...wow kaoz....MC 2 days so much different sia ...got .26 cent somemore ...dun know how they calculate de sia...CPF ? GST? wow kaoz...such a big Com. pay the employee so little..kaoz...not worth to work at there .... total 7 week think onli will get $500+ liao lar... email LO today..stated tat u had to tactfully clarify how they derived at tat amount den with justify reason..i can apply for top-up allowance frm sch....kaoz....so troublesome...tomolo..gotten to protest le ya... I'm angri with my payment...already the pay so pathetic ...still wan to deduct my pay...kaoz...ok lar ...ZzZ le ya...
Nono....so report le all print colour in company...waste their ink! wahaaa
*thank ya for pplz tat i have asked...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 10:15 PM .

2 more days .....
Every1 JiaYou!

*my testimonial onli consiste of a few words ya ...so pathetic ...wht to do ..he is Busy..everyday MIA ..hai ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 9:11 AM .
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Come On Man! Show Me The Sun .... i wanna to get myself tanned ... GOLDEN HILL arhz ...if not Hougang Swimming Pool ba ...haa...
BeEn Kept in-HoUSe fOr 7 WeEkz sOon ...NOw i GoiNg to Get MySeLf TanNed...
1 WeEk More to judgement day ...Liverpool V.s Ac Milan ..as well as the important grouping for FYP A. wonder who will i be grouped with ...NYP is according to name ...if tat is it...will get pplz frm other module as well...but dun think so for NP...maybe is by class...

OMG!!! 11.30am ...droplets of rainfall came falling down frm the heaven ... 11.40am....the day has come..thunder ...lightning ....Pi Li Pa La ...the office had become freaky cold ya...wannna to zzz le ya ...
i'm 'melting' .... - the office got no window for me to look out....how i wish tat i can see the rain now ...especially when driving ...the feeling is so free ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 9:13 AM .
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D*** it man!!!!!! last week le ya ..still change here n there ...now my report had to redo le ya ....he happi can le ya ...my ITP pass or fail is in his hand le ya ....ke lor ...no matter wht ..i will fight till the end with u by today ...lets perish together den....*think i'm the one perishing alone ya ....
kaoz...
*So FrusTratiNg FoR Me Ya .... - never ending report for RSAF ... ok lar..good de bye

BbHaOz wrote his history at 12:02 PM .
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11.10 pm...the 1st drop of rain..hit my window...
*erm...today gotten to have a nice zzz ...
but every rainning day..kept me awake...thinking again ...
lying on my bed ..reflecting wht i have done thru out my life ...
playing stefenie song ... the cold and comfortable bed ...
time really passes ... so fast ... working life soon ...
dun know why...think abt my future house...
wht it will be like..how i wanna it to be like...
think abt those encouraging words from U all ...
think abt the tears n laughters we had shared ...
- juz like it happened yesterday ...

*ToNite Will be A Cold Nite ...Take cAre ya ...PuT oN The BlankEt and Have a Nice ResT... ^0^

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Melisa: Hi , Ah hao.. how’s ur day today.. Haven seen u a long time yah?!

Ah hao : Ok lah.. er.. fine fine ..

( Ah hao is in love with melisa, but because he knows that a close friend (PETE) of his was deeply in love with her. Even though, they are not announcing as couple, Ah hao always see them together in campus. As not to break their friendship, Ah hao decided to stay away form melisa if he can)

Ah hao: Erm.. I have to go now.. I am meeting someone.. so.. er.. See yah.. (Off he ran down the bend)

Xiao ping: Where is he going? He looks weird every time u talks to him!

Melisa: Yah... I find it too... maybe he is always rushing to somewhere ( they set off for class)

Next Day ( Lecture)
Mr Wong: Silence everyone…AHHH… today we will learnt how to draw solid protrusion..AHHH.. here in click… etc.. preview…AHHH.. Enter diameter.. etc..

( Ah hao can’t concentrate because he was distracted by who? MELISA!!, she is sitting in front of her..)

Mr Wong: Err Ah.. HAo.. ah.. please pay attention AHHh.. exam coming out.. AHHh...copy down..

(Ah hao feel so paiseh.. and Melisa and a group girls around her giggle away..)

Pete: Ah hao.. haha.. what with you u today? Kana shoot by Wong man.. u are the man!

Ah hao: break it off man.. I am just just… thinking something

Pete: alright!! Hye. Hao.. tomorrow is valentine day V day!! What u plan to do??

Ah hao: Me.. nth much.. (taking a peek at Melisa )

Pete: I want to ask Melisa out tomorrow .. can u help me out?!

Ah hao: Sure.. (Smile reluctantly)..

V DAy ( after class)

Ah hao: Hi Melisa.. are u free today?!

Xiao ping: I am free today.. ask me ask me..

Melisa : (face getting red cos.. is sure a Date) Sure.. where?!

Ah hao: Not me haha (Smile reluctantly) is Pete, he shy ask so.. I help him to ask u?!

Melisa : (somehow a little change in appearance) Oh okay.. well.. should not be a problem..

Ah hao: okay he is waiting for u at the car park now.. Run along

( Off melisa went, looking from above, Pete give Ah hao a thanks gesture and open the front seat for melisa., Ah hao.. feel sad but happy too.. in some way)

Xiao ping: So you have a date? Why not we catch a movie “THE HOUSE OF WAX” just released today..

Ah hao: Erm.. no thanks.. I meeting a few of my soccer mates for a game of soccer.. some other day perhaps!

( That very night) 12am

Beep beep!!

1 Message Recived

Ah hao: with the sleepy look at the message… it was Melisa?! He sent him a good night sleep greetings!! He was happy to see them.. so returned as well a night greetings

(Monday lectures)

Pete: Hye thanks man.. thanks fo helping me out on V day!! Everything went smoothly.. first… we went… secondly.. we..

Ah hao: (not tending to hear what had happen .. he simply nodded his head).. Gd to hear tt from you

( Melisa and her best friend Xiao ping came to class)

Melisa: (smile at Pete then to Ah hao.. came to Pete to thanks him for the Dinner)

Ah hao: (jealously soon was written on his face.. ) Excuse me.. I am going to the restroom…

( Ah hao.. cant help to stop that feeling coming.. every time seeing them together makes him feel sad and agitated)

(That night) MSN chat

Nudge Nudge!! Request of Pete and melisa asking Ah hao to join the conservation

Ah hao: Hye what’s up guys.. ( pretending of course)

Melisa hye yox..

Pete: Hye bro.. haha.. just adding u to chat things up yah

Ah hao: I see… actually I am not very free now.. my sis wants to use already.. tell u what some other day perhaps ok..

………Offine……

(Ah hao was on purpose... he is always like this… giving in to others… and kept things to himself)

Beep beep!!

1 Message Received

Ah hao: Why she ( melisa) keep msg me these days.. (Another night greetings, this time ah hao purposely did not reply her… just to keep a distance)

(Class)

Mr Tan: Quite everyone, today will talk abt the materials ISN”T IT… so here is the cooper alloy ISN”T IT … etc… ISN”T IT

Pete: hai.. he is always repeating things.. so annoying.. balah.. blah…

Ah hao: yah.. funny at times yah..

Pete: hye.. hao lend me your hp! My phone low battery already..
Ah hao: nah.. don get it confiscated ah..

Pete: Yes mom.. blah……( After the conservation, pete a mischievous guy take a peep at ah hao messages, he was shock to see so many of Melisa message which ah hao. Did not erase)

Pete: What!! Hao.. why u have so many of Melisa message?!

Ah hao: stutter.. that is nothing.. just u know.. friendship .. just to catch up with one another.. ( then quickly snatch it back b4 he gets to see things tt is hard to lie to him again)

Pete: Serious! Haha.. I know u don like her right.. is ok.. I feel safe haha..(off he talking to him selves )

(During a few days)

( Ah Hao has been chatting with melisa on Msn and SMS.. they had a great time… their terms gets closer and closer.. Even though Ah hao wants to stay away from her, there is nothing that can stop him)

Beep beep!!

1 Message Received

Ah hao: It got to sure is Melisa at this hour (12am) ( To his surprise is Isabella, his Ex Girlfriend)

Isabella: Hi, Ah hao.. haven seen u a long time.. want to come out these days?!

Ah hao: Knew that both still have feelings with each other ( That night, he can’t sleep tossing all over the bed)

( Overseas Studies)

( After graduating, Ah hao will be going overseas to study… till now, he still can’t find an answer?! He was confuse about relationship and will always give a second thought!.. Maybe he just had a wishful thinking that Melisa feel something for him..

“ISABELLA OR MELISA”
*************THE END***********

Credit goes to Seb (author)
* Winner for the best Story that been chosen will be awarded $20 HMV voucher + 1 Spoon watch.
Date-line : 31th May ( must be based on urself or pplz we know)

BbHaOz wrote his history at 1:50 PM .

Sunday is the last day for ab's g.ma funeral at BLK 321 ...eveytime got this type of thing, we will all go down sit sit....but this yr is different...pplz calculate and told us that Rat yr should not attend funeral this yr..as it is bad for them...knew tat ab wanna us to go ..but we really cant ya...so sry for tat..hope tat he understand why we cant go...i rather kill wrongly den miss the killing ya....as for the cant give to him le...juz to ask him to take care ya....
can sense his feeling in msn after i told him im not going ....sry ya!

*gOd Plz BleSs ab's G.ma ....<1>

BbHaOz wrote his history at 11:20 AM .

Friday The 13th ....
7 yrs back on this day, my wallet was stolen while playing soccer..but somehow i got a 6th sense that my wallet will be at the rubbish bin in the toilet...ask my friend to go and check for me...haa..really there ya ...$10+ was stolen BUT....there still have $20 inside...haa...think tat thief who stolen it must have stole in a hurried ...cos we are juz near to the bags while playing soccer ....
on the same day, dy was hit by the soccer ball onto his face...wow sia....bleeding near to the flesh of his eyes sia..his spec flew of...tat guy volleyed the ball right into his face sia...lotsa blood...dun know wht to do sia...haa
while now @ 9.40am...my workmate...mr SEE was been hit by the door...he see tat the door was open..juz as he was looking at other thingy and turn!!! haha....half of his body was banged right into the door ...*oUcH!
*Gd LucK tO All*

BbHaOz wrote his history at 9:48 AM .
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TakE CaRe Ya Seb!
*pOor ChaP! ReSt WeLl Ya

BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:10 PM .
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Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me
Once again...i tried to camouflage myself but was been approached again ... My face got indicate that "Come Come Ask ME" ...piangz ...
*if even hiding behind my workmate cant help...that must be it !
Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me

BbHaOz wrote his history at 1:33 PM .

Erm...pplz been toking abt my nick in msn ...so fierce sia...its scary ... well...juz sad to say tat i had to let go those friendship again ... wht wrong with coming to a friend's bday den have to see the weather today sia...had to ask my bf/gf ... who is going ya? today not free ya - watch movie today ...kaoz ...wht the h*** sia... dun tell me 8 yrs+ of friendship is nth to them? den those few yrs bad u are juz entertaining lar...nv serious abt friendship thingy ... gotten to push a Major button in my decision soon ... tat is to change hp no. juz to give those pplz who really appreciate the friendship we once had ...*hope tat i will not change ..still thinking abt it ...
[after 7 sms] den will u go if we had class gathering in the future?
[reply] NO ... i will not go ... even if i promise u ..at the last min i will also will not go...
this was when i start to think why why why... why closed ur own circle while others are opening? so tired of excuses le...not going to info her anymore...i will keep her hp*hoping tat someday she will change her no. and will not tell me ...as for the others ...all career 1st ...told me to keep in touch..kaoz..all craps sia...not going to say hi if meet 1 day...looking back at the phots taken at mx's 21 bday ...i really so useless mah ...managed to call 12 pplz onli ..where is the usual rest ?
M.I.A ? dun tok abt them le ..slowly u will see the bday list getting lesser..tat will be pplz been eliminated by me!!! and will nv be replace back again ...

After extending my work hour to 830 - 6 30 ...no transport to go out le ...had to walk..and the road so dangerous..all BIG Construction machine + long Machine driving at high speed ya ... had to keep look out everytime... Boss wanted me to hand in the report by this Friday ...OMG! since when u told me sia ... tat means 2 reports to do le ya...[NP] & [Tyco] ...no sat n sun for me le ya ... haber receive my pay yet! kaoz..big company ya ...my mum had told my sis to told me tat she wan Birdnest from me ... kew...No problem man..but wait for my pay 1st ...

ab's g.ma had past away yesterday ... didnt manage to ans him in msn whike i was away down. mel told me ya...but also knew tat this yr RAT should not attend any funeral as it is not good for Rats ...erm...how to tell ab sia...

as for jm 's case ... not going to tok abt it ... jzu hope tat he will not repeat like others who neglect friends after attached ... of course i am :-) for him..but the time is his ...i cant do anything ...he got his own way of doing thing..while i have mine...some pplz choose to be with their partner and cut off completely with friends...juz to let him know tat i hope he can balance himself when he msn me ... told me tat he needed time ..ok den ...we'll see!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 10:32 AM .
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{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
haha.. so went go her house again
{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
haha
BbHaOz 08 * If U DUN Cherish e Friendship we had B4 den Pls Leave US.. says:
haha....
BbHaOz 08 * If U DUN Cherish e Friendship we had B4 den Pls Leave US.. says:
nth to see de...next : ur house
{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
mine worst ah..
BbHaOz 08 * If U DUN Cherish e Friendship we had B4 den Pls Leave US.. says:
ok lar..if u wan to go i acc u lor...want to see her b.sis or s.sis
{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
haha... hor u wanna to see is it
BbHaOz 08 * If U DUN Cherish e Friendship we had B4 den Pls Leave US.. says:
kaoz...i nv blog tat u told us to shift for better angle sia...
{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
whaha...
{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
heng ah
{Sebastian} If ur hearts not in it -- Westlife says:
i just see only lah..
BbHaOz 08 * If U DUN Cherish e Friendship we had B4 den Pls Leave US.. says:
i'll blog tis conversation

BbHaOz wrote his history at 3:35 PM .

OMG!!! tat Mr John arhz ...Kept on spreading the news that i'm the son of ........diao!!!
ALL EYES ON ME
----- PRESSURE -----
SAVED me sia ....will some1 ya ???

BbHaOz wrote his history at 9:18 AM .
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{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
aiya.. i wanna to upload the lina BD pic
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
everyone de.. but ur face kanna block
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
by lina head
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
ya lor...she got big head
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
haha...shhh....
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
whaha
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
hor..
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
looks who is crying
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
haa
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
u die liao..i sms her
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
haa
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
haha.. sms lor
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
my sms exceed limit le ya..so....i wun
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
cos i know u sms full le haha
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
whaha
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
i knew tt
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
kaoz
BbHaOz 08 * Dun deserve to be called again! says:
i copy paste
{Sebastian} The heart-break kid says:
ok la.. de ge... sorry lah

BbHaOz wrote his history at 2:52 PM .

OMG!!!
all my workmate is looking at me sia ...why leh...dun tell u all...haha...*1st time encouter like tat*

BbHaOz wrote his history at 1:36 PM .

Finally !!! i'm relieved ... beocs of the poor turn up on sat... i was blaming myself ...
saw him online and i tok to him...tell him tat i'm sorry for the poor turn up ..etc ...he told me tat is not mine faults as pplz have their rights to go or not to go ..if they have the hearts they will go no matter how busy they are ...some choose not to go as they did not cherish this friendship..while those had turn up...thank u all very much ..
mx like the present tat we bought sia...haha...bought frm my papa's shop...lalala....tat ah play play with my father ya..."uncle i buy this ...can give me tat? , i'm xh's friend"..kaoz..wow piangz ...where got like tat de lar..den if every1 say tat he is xh's friend..den my father gotten kill me le ya....where got pplz do business like tat de lar..haha...naughty ah!!!!
father kept saying tat he is busy with the work-load ..cant teach me how to drive tat BIG machine ...but my mum n sis all told me to go n achieve urself ...he dun teach me..i teach myself ...*but where to get the KEY ?? haha...
yesterday realli didnt zzz sia...cos i zzz too much in the noon le...now i haven zzz frm yesterday nite to now...feeling tired rite now ya ...yawnz...
*i Must AchieVe mY oWn FreEdoM tO DriVe...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 8:34 AM .
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Feeling angry for myself rite now... i've failed as a coordinator ...think i should juz 4get abt been a coordinator for events le ...
the attendance was so low today ...given the bday boy's reputation in sch not tat bad...in the end onli a few turn out ...esecially own class pplz... n second class pplz ...
mx:"xh! only so few pplz coming arhz?"
xh:"there should be on their way le ...7 30 ba, i ask a lot of pplz le ..so dun worry lar"
mx:"should be around 80 pplz will come "
xh:"ya..will lar..dun worry"
mx:"jm leh?" cos he normally with us where we are for events...now he is playing MIA..
xh:"he say that he will meet us tonite"
juz den..mx seem to get anxious abt the guests...kept looking at his watch as time passes by ..i was holding onto my hp..in case some 1 call/sms me abt the location ...but there was none of it...
felt so useless ...depressed ...kept asking why why why ...
wanna to find a place to have some peace but each time got pplz tok to me...till 1 moment i kept very quiet...been noticed by others...hai... i was thinking deep inside...
how many 21st can 1 have in a life time ? hope i was i can celebrate...but i cant! *plz dun for me for my bday celebration cos i cant...hope tat u all can understand ....
here i am trying hard to make a memorable bday for them...but the pplz was a total failure ...told myself not to involved again....Never Ever Again..

BbHaOz wrote his history at 2:59 AM .
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Arhz ... wake up early morning juz to get a terrible headache ...i'm shag lar ....tired ..energy drained ... looking at my injury, when can i jog again ...hope soon..cant wait le ya ...let me remind of sth...mel till now still recall tat i had injured his ankle till now...feel so remorse abt it everytime he tok abt it...i've apologise to him at tat time he is down le...he return me with foul language ...i accepted that...he is angri with me...maybe bccos tat he cant work for the injury tat i had 'gave' him ...now my ankle is still healing..can feel the pain n saddnes in it ... Juz wanna to say that I'm Sorry again ...

Plz stop giving me high hat le ... i'm not tat good as u think ... i juz a useless person ...pardon me ^-^...

Gotten meet up with gangs later @2, Kovan City ...*time passes so slow ya ........wanna to zzz le ya ...nobody online tat i can 'disturb' ...yawnz!!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 10:25 AM .

My Greeting to all pplz involved in the Operation ...
Tonite Operation .... I proclaim as a HUGE Success ...
Our Objective had been accomplished ...
11 Claps to all pplz involved ....

*We have told a lot of white lies ...*hope tat GOD will understand ...no Long Nose ya! plz ...
*Lots of Coordination n trust to make this happening ...*well done ya
*Juz wanna to tell u all tat we have did it *wanna to sms u all for the great job we put in ..my sms limit has exceeded le .. hee...plz understand...

Once again ...Kudos to the work we put in together ...

Though the plan did not come out as the one tat we have planned ... tat is to look down frm above ... but we still managed to carry out the job...ap said that it was very romantic to do it tat way sia ...tat wht we wan ...
Attracted a lot of pplz staring at us ...scared tat police will come ya ... was arranging the lightstick when a head shown up at the window of lvl 9...we paused..hide behind tree ...haa...so is her big sis ya ...*sight of relieve... we carry on our arrangement tat i had organise...erm...had to thank by *she using her hp to call her b.sis ya ..she give us comments abt the way we arrange ...the purple cant see ...ok we change all the colour ..too bad our lightstick is limited ...erm...some of it had spoilt le ...no light after we break ... went to get candles n firework ....was trying to light out but the wind is juz too stronge ....we started to panick when told tat sn was coming down to get ice-cream ...OMG!!! juz poke the fire work into the candles...den cy n ap was station at the lift there to help us see if the lift is coming down den we light the fire work ...wow sia ...used up quite a lot as starter den ...cos it is easier to continue rather den using lighter to start...Ir..seb..by n me was there..ready to light up all...den they announced...wy was running to call for us ...we started to light up le...cos can last 30 sec onli..so must have the timing ...i was abt to light the 1st den mine went off ..by was there to support again ...den i clear all the used up den rush to the pillar behind ...all clear ...but still failed as she spotted us ... (the rest of the story will be r'ber by pplz involved le ya ...) dun know wht to say to her too as she was been moved by the effort we put in le ...
another 2 waiting for me tomolo...nite every1 ...Kudos again ...thank for da support!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 12:01 AM .
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++ Happy 19th Birthday SN ++
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BbHaOz wrote his history at 6:05 PM .

The Smell is choking me...i cant breathe properly ...d*** it ....early in the morning give me breathe "fresh" air sia...stupid Bangalese ...smoke dun know wht type of cigrette man...Puke!!!....so smelly ... force me to make all kind of body language to him sia...haa...*no used ..maybe he dun understand my language haha ...(singapore version leh)

Inside the bus, there is a middle-age man sitting beside me...kaoz ...his everything smell sia...wanna to vomit le ya...so smelly...wearing polo shirt...(pole shirt is mostly make of cotton..and connton can absorb smell easily sia) den he is breathing towards me...-Hale in ...Hale out ...cant stand his smell ...i use body language again...-cover my nose ...*erm..some effect onli...den no longer stand le ...i cought out loud while when alightening...use my bag to bang him *so bad sia ..cos i'm angri ...

Tyco Fire & Security, there was this man...who came yesterday too...he is smelly n got the sweat + cigrette smell on his clothes...piangz...make the whole air-con office filled with his smell sia...i'm fainting....even he talk n breathe...cant take it sia...feel like punching tat man sia...dragged him out of the office...*cursing him tat he got some illness ....i'm bad .... cos i'm angry ....
went to toilet....saw him again... cover my nose while walk pass him...cos he SMELL!!!! ..den he come to office again...say enjoy the air con here..kaoz...smelly brat ...go away lar ...juz as i was abt to push my office chair hard n leave, he went off juz as i was abt to stand up...thank GOD !!! i was saved as i was abt to explode !!!

-hated pplz who smoke...do they really care abt themselve? their family members? their partner?
-cant understand n dun wanna to know ...with such a bad smell in their mouth n breathe..their partner can stand it a not ya ? luckily most smoking are man...haa...Gal! had to look slowly le ya..haa

New member at QAD ...Mr John ..humorous man sia...erm.. mid 40s ...went aust. for attachment $265/ day at there sia...RSAF ..Den Aust. governement also give home AU 200/day sia..wow sia..imgaine u get $500+ a day to do test for the airplane there ...wow sia...each attachment last 40 days sia...come home = deposite of a new car le ya ...haha..high paid job sia ...
he also leak out the engineers pay per hr sia ...wow piangz $150/day ...so much ya...all high paid engineer surrounding me sia ...their 3 day = my salary for 1 mth sia ...kaoz ...but ...high pay = more work = more stressed = no life ..but luckily governement had set up the 5 days work ... but now the company is going to change the timing ... 830 to 630 le..kaoz..no transport le ya ...shag lar...walk in already 15min + polluted air..den out again ...my lung will spoilt de sia...wind-pipe dirty ...need to wash sia...*every morning start cleaning nostrils ...Yuckz...all black sia ...my stamina is decreasing ...feel so sleeply ...brain damage!!! ... cant run too ya ...cos of ankle injury ... i wan to run soon...P.nuts Open 2005 /2006 here i come...need to practise pull up le ya...arm no strength...all body parts defects sia..haa...

*waiting for tonite (preparation) n tomolo celebration ...cyan guys soon!
*thank seb for the gift ... ^-^ the sign so like me sia...cos i 'm a direction nerd ...*bleah*
*My LO is leaving NP today ...sad sia...wun see her again...change to a MR ...hai....
*Thank for assuring me n standing by me ... :-) *cheers to tat ...
*i see danger ...tat man is looking at me...kaoz..see some more i will dig ur eye out ya ...*evil*
*haa sorry ya....didnt get to see me wear formal yesterday... casual wear is more comfortable lar ... laalaa.

BbHaOz wrote his history at 11:26 AM .
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Hiya...u all have notice today ... the date is very Special ...
05-05-05 ...erm...triple 5 ya ...
the start of a long busy weekend start!!!
heard tat my working hour had to be dragged to 8 30 to 630 ...piangz 1 hr more ya ...shag ...
*help a friend to see her result ... Coolz..she had graduated le ...
had lost a friend cos she choose not to turn up whenever we got events ... hope tat history will not repeat itself in poly ...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:55 PM .

++ Happy 20th Birthday SL ++

BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:55 AM .
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After reading Ir's blog , i had the urge to search for my pri(HIPS) & sec(HIHS) school in the net ...wow sia...thing had change a lot ....pri sch got soccer team le ya..basketball too...these 2 sports are the one tat i've played ... soccer during PE ... i was the striker den where i bang in lots of goals for my team (at tat time..the boys are splite into 2 sides ...clever n normal + lousy) i was in the normal den ...ask for basketball...at tat time there are no sch team but i was told to be in..but no competition ...so i missed tat to represent sch ..
HIHS - heard tat the sch soccer team very proud ... haa...in sec 1 we are already challenging upper sec for soccer in sch ... forming a deadly strike force with wj ...den for some reasons...we become stranger ...in sec 3 ..took part in inter class soccer ...onli manage to reach quarter final ..as tat referee of tat match is afraid of the gangster team...(SEC 5 Normal Tech) i scored the onli goal for the team ...but was been trashed 5-1 by them at second half Reason: they threatre my team to watch out after sch...all scared ...annoyed by their way of playing...i juz play my part..becos of tat i was tackled down frm behind when i juz abt to shoot..and tat the end of my game! ...den the gal cousin came to say sorri to me ... sec 4 - unoffical sch team ...as there are left onli 2 good grp, we had to share our players n took part in sentosa 7 a side...best player was been dragged away...no mood to play as i hated the captain...*phew! where got pplz nominate himself de ... den he had the choice to choose his player ...i was not chosen as we had conflict b4 ..long ago ...
wow...guess its enough le ba...become grandma's story le ...
Our team went on to player open cat. street soccer ..Under 16s ...managed to reach semi..den i was injured as i fall awkwardly ...my thumb swollen ...shag..everytime i juz seem to get injured....really is injury-prone ..hai

BbHaOz wrote his history at 3:24 PM .

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*4th May 2005 - a date to be remembered ...*entering into my memory now .... :P
- a DreaM Come TRuE ...Sob Sob ....
-Thank ya js for informing in msn ... yeah yeah yeah!!!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:57 AM .
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Meet up with ah n co. for dinner ...told me 6 30 den 8 00 den turn up ... by the time i know tat it is 8 pm meet...too late le...was already walking toward the Kovan Shopping Centre stair...juz den ....a gal put her skirt up and pull her short ba ..piangz rite in front of me ya ... den all pplzz look at me...so malu ..erm...nowday gals becoming more n more less femine le ya ... sit down leg so open ...think is frm gals sch ya ....hai...
spent the next 1.5 hr..sitting at the bench ...looking at the sky..enjoyin the wind tat blew onto my face ... looking at the condo tat my cousin had brought ... the constrution hanger ...move left n right..each time transporting a few bricks to the top ... den slowly...frm blue ..change to deep blue ..with a little red + orange colour behind the clouds ...wow sia..been staring at tat for the past 1.2 hr sia...
i felt peace inside ...silent ... reflecting all my memories ... (7.50pm le) ...ah finally called...tat the end of my thoughtz...*This Sat gotten to be great ...mx! dun worry i will call all pplz again ... i'm tired sia ... drained ... hope tat i can leave a memorable bday for u ...Operation M on HIGH mode ... *kew...finally told them le...got any celebration dun ask me le ...i'm tired...need rest ....retired! tat can onli apply once ... for e rest...need fresh idea ya ...Stay Tune for more fresh idea .. ---A GOH 's Production ---
ZzZ le ya ...i need to rest !!!

BbHaOz wrote his history at 11:36 PM .

Arhz......i twisted tat ankle again...so painful sia...tears almost came out ... thot of giving up of not working again if swollen again...luckily not...*relieved ... now my ankle a bit pain...ya...the pain has come back... *will i be ok by sat? cos need to co-ordinate pplz for mx's 21st bday ...preparation is almost done le ... *busy planning for him ...so shag...maybe his will be the last i will co-ordinate le...so tiring...ask' pplz to come down...my sms ...my hp bill...gotten be high sia...mama gotten scold me le ya ...*prepare for the worst ba ...
my ankle really cant make it... no jogging for this 2 week le ya...hope to recover fast...*but i'm walking far too much for my ankle's sake le...need lotsa rest for my ankle...juz in case the swollen is back...i'll juz listen to my ankle ba...

Read Ir's blog ...Yumyum...tat the prata tat i wan to eat too ya...but no chance leh ... ir! sch term start bring me there to eat ya...SET? paper prata!!!

Dun know y ... my Father told me to go for Business trip to China in this JUL ... hope tat it doesnt clashed with common test week...5 day trip...i'll be alone again...so sian but excited ... hope tat jm's can fulfill his promise to me...go thailand in Oct den GT tour in Apr! wow sia..so exciting rite now ...haa...*better dun think too much ..if not the disappointment will be there...
jm has moved le...no longer contact le...onli in virtue world (msn)..each chat not lasting more den 4 sentenses *lets move on...

Sms to Yes93.3 ..dun know y ...somehow the name not been said by the DJ ( Ding Zhiyong) but too mizzed out a name frm polys...maybe i'll have to say it in person ba ...this sat? dun think will come...nvm ...tat will be the end. FULL STOP! *dun appreciate this ...4get it den.

Mf msn me ...telling all abt friendship thingy...frm her conservation...so angry with tat DAVID ...a very sissy guy whoo like to wear tight fitting clothes and pants ..Eee! so disgusting sia...my long time enemy too ...*remind of those days back to sec sch (better stop thinking now)
'she' such a a**hole. *hated pplz to judge pplz by look. he is none better looking too ya ...

told ah abt my worries ...but he ensured me...hope tat we can remained the way we are now ... friendship forza!

*friendship will always be part of my life ..no matter wht ...
*friendship can last but not relationship ... i'll choose friendship over relationship
*Friends are meant to be betrayed ... how true sometime ...haizz..................................

When there is a start , there is an end ... ...
to achieve the best , i will give all my best ... ...
Provident support + comfort when u needed one ... ...

You Will Never Walk Alone ( My Motto)

BbHaOz wrote his history at 9:27 AM .
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Are S'pore girl nowaday materialistic ?
They wan to find guy with car n money tat they can spent on ...
To me is 50-50 ba ...some pplz will prefer love den money as it is a feeling and not a thing money can buy ...
while some pplz like *u all should know thinking tat money can buy love n attract lotsa gals to him... he may be rich but becos he is rich he can be a playboi and gals are attracted to him becos of his money n not love ...
most gal also prefer handsome n not character...cos they will avoid man who are ugly, fat, short ... n become a total person while with a handsome guy ...
Man tend to think tat without money they wun get a wife ..but i see succeful example ..the man is bald n is juz a sales man whos earn abt $1200/mth ..but her gf is a beautiful gal...they can also can live happily ...
a tall guy with a 1.4 m gf ...they also can get together...and her hubby is a loving one...everything let her wife decide ...came to the store n order so mani thingy at 1 go ... lucky gal..
while those who choose to find a rich hubby ...had to worry ...if he got a mistress outside ...
for those handsome de ...worried if they had cheated them...

BbHaOz wrote his history at 1:46 AM .
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Ya ... turning 21 this yr ...
he came to msn me ... had a 20 mins chat den ...
xh! i'm so depressed ... *huh? how come ..cheer up ya! .. :)
i've got no girl, no money, no goal, no love, no life ...*at least u got wht u have b4
xh! can help me find gf ? recommend ur friend to me lar ...*hard sia
i wan some1 who is obedient + tamed can le ...* wow sia
if u know 1 u will keep it to urself rite? *no! i wun if i know tat u will be happier
tat u ... * :) i wan pplz around me to be happi although i will sometime missed them ...
think abt ur own future ba ... * ... ... ...

-knew him for 8 yrs ... always been a gd character to me ... but his secret is too dark le...how will i recommend gal to him to harm tat gal? i wun do tat ... will onli tat person character is gd but he is not ...sry to say tat. anyway i'll support u whtever thing u do ... hope tat u can understand my feeling abt u...cos till not its hard to digest even thought i have respected u b4.
LiFE StiLl HavE to Go oN ... HopE Tat u Can Find Ur HappIneSS SooN

BbHaOz wrote his history at 12:18 PM .
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