BbHaOz on Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Erm...pplz been toking abt my nick in msn ...so fierce sia...its scary ... well...juz sad to say tat i had to let go those friendship again ... wht wrong with coming to a friend's bday den have to see the weather today sia...had to ask my bf/gf ... who is going ya? today not free ya - watch movie today ...kaoz ...wht the h*** sia... dun tell me 8 yrs+ of friendship is nth to them? den those few yrs bad u are juz entertaining lar...nv serious abt friendship thingy ... gotten to push a Major button in my decision soon ... tat is to change hp no. juz to give those pplz who really appreciate the friendship we once had ...*hope tat i will not change ..still thinking abt it ...
[after 7 sms] den will u go if we had class gathering in the future?
[reply] NO ... i will not go ... even if i promise u ..at the last min i will also will not go...
this was when i start to think why why why... why closed ur own circle while others are opening? so tired of excuses le...not going to info her anymore...i will keep her hp*hoping tat someday she will change her no. and will not tell me ...as for the others ...all career 1st ...told me to keep in touch..kaoz..all craps sia...not going to say hi if meet 1 day...looking back at the phots taken at mx's 21 bday ...i really so useless mah ...managed to call 12 pplz onli ..where is the usual rest ?
M.I.A ? dun tok abt them le ..slowly u will see the bday list getting lesser..tat will be pplz been eliminated by me!!! and will nv be replace back again ...
After extending my work hour to 830 - 6 30 ...no transport to go out le ...had to walk..and the road so dangerous..all BIG Construction machine + long Machine driving at high speed ya ... had to keep look out everytime... Boss wanted me to hand in the report by this Friday ...OMG! since when u told me sia ... tat means 2 reports to do le ya...[NP] & [Tyco] ...no sat n sun for me le ya ... haber receive my pay yet! kaoz..big company ya ...my mum had told my sis to told me tat she wan Birdnest from me ... kew...No problem man..but wait for my pay 1st ...
ab's g.ma had past away yesterday ... didnt manage to ans him in msn whike i was away down. mel told me ya...but also knew tat this yr RAT should not attend any funeral as it is not good for Rats ...erm...how to tell ab sia...
as for jm 's case ... not going to tok abt it ... jzu hope tat he will not repeat like others who neglect friends after attached ... of course i am :-) for him..but the time is his ...i cant do anything ...he got his own way of doing thing..while i have mine...some pplz choose to be with their partner and cut off completely with friends...juz to let him know tat i hope he can balance himself when he msn me ... told me tat he needed time ..ok den ...we'll see!
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