BbHaOz on Sunday, May 08, 2005
Feeling angry for myself rite now... i've failed as a coordinator ...think i should juz 4get abt been a coordinator for events le ...
the attendance was so low today ...given the bday boy's reputation in sch not tat bad...in the end onli a few turn out ...esecially own class pplz... n second class pplz ...
mx:"xh! only so few pplz coming arhz?"
xh:"there should be on their way le ...7 30 ba, i ask a lot of pplz le ..so dun worry lar"
mx:"should be around 80 pplz will come "
xh:"ya..will lar..dun worry"
mx:"jm leh?" cos he normally with us where we are for events...now he is playing MIA..
xh:"he say that he will meet us tonite"
juz den..mx seem to get anxious abt the guests...kept looking at his watch as time passes by ..i was holding onto my hp..in case some 1 call/sms me abt the location ...but there was none of it...
felt so useless ...depressed ...kept asking why why why ...
wanna to find a place to have some peace but each time got pplz tok to me...till 1 moment i kept very quiet...been noticed by others...hai... i was thinking deep inside...
how many 21st can 1 have in a life time ? hope i was i can celebrate...but i cant! *plz dun for me for my bday celebration cos i cant...hope tat u all can understand ....
here i am trying hard to make a memorable bday for them...but the pplz was a total failure ...told myself not to involved again....Never Ever Again..
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