BbHaOz on Thursday, June 30, 2005
*yawnz* so tired ..yesterday zzz @ 3 am ++ for FYP ... today leh ...woke up @ 12pm....alamak late for sch....
took a cab...cost me $12....still not enough...zzz in the bus while going home....all the way to the interchange ..wow kaoz... woke up by a person ... haa...so malu sia... so tired..
y.sis is giving me more trouble..kept asking me abt new com. so many thingy to do ... tat xxx who do he think he is man...if every1 ask me for more discount...den the busineess will not be making more money le...free delivery le + installation...wht more do he wan to expect? ...called me TAI ZI ..kaoz...
My day -> 6/10
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BbHaOz on Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Very VEry Busy for the past few days ... frm attending Function to Sch work especially FYP... dun really have the time for jogging le..stamina gone!!!
jr arrived on time for today...8.05am he reached the company ...haa...been told off by es! for the past few days
Went to scan for the quatation of computer after sch...haa...new computer is on the way...cheap man ... less den 1K ... but 1 add the LCD monitor and new mouse n keyboard ..become more le ..nvm...lao dou will pay for it ..haa...
next tueday will be having meeting regarding the yr book ...finally got progress le...
hai...WTT called me xiao hao again .... ALAMAK!!!
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BbHaOz on Tuesday, June 28, 2005
xxx called me in the afternoon..saying tat he wan the whole list of appliance quatation ...he wan it for wht ? ask him called to shop he say i call to u the same..wht the heck .... den during register for movie he called again..say tat he wan to make busineess with me and dun wan others ...haha...ok lor...
Hitachi invited us to go to see the Movie
bloody scene ...drown pplz...charcoal pplz and ashes pplz ...*shot by laser gun den turn to ashes straight away...in the end, Human won!!! ...a lot of US military machine in it...COOLZ sia..haa...
after the movie, went to claim my handphone...crowded again ... squeeze my way thru ..disadvantage for the females ...*know wht i meant? ask my mum and sisters to go down and wait for me while i claimed theirs too acting as human shield i paved the way for them b4 i go in again ...took 30 mins to claim...imagine how ppl are there man...
kew..i'm tired...
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This Week i'm Booked frm SAT to next week WED le ...
SAT --> Strolling @ Orchard Road ... Movie ... Neoprint ... Makan ... Go Pubbing ... Night Scene @ M. Faber
SUN --> ZzZ till 3 pm? Prepared for Cousin's bday celebration @ their Condo ...*Born in the yr of Rat too ...Erm..12 yrs gap ...same Bday too ..he can while i cant...*prey tat i'm sick on this day
Mon (Actual)-->Project presentation to Manager ... Makan @ Ikea ...Go out with Sec Sch Friends ...NS booked out day ...Night Chat ...
Tue --> After IS ...go Home ZzZ and make changes to presenatation slide for FYP ...after 3 day out this day i will be resting ...
Wed --> preparation of Final presentation ... *relieved ...den i will be free ... :-) ..oh ya...still got a mini celebration waiting for me this day ... haa...dun know if melon sis still r'ber..haa
*JS !!! can consider u as friend since pri 6? so its 9 yrs from u...1 yr = $10 ...get wht i mean ?
hintz: i need a car, an exercutive HDB, a Wallet *spoilt so many le..u all dun even see it...heartless...ferrari steering wheel ... my bag also spoilt le ya ...sheepdog * frm sec sch day till now..where is it ? testi frm her also can *if u all can notify her lar ...promise trip to HK during Sep holiday ... can U all promise me ? *haa* high expectation frm u guys ... the more close u are, the more u going to spent on it man...laalaa...cant see wht i wan...i'll curse and swear at u all ...haa
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1 more week before i turn 21 ... so many thing happened during this few weeks ...dun feel like celebrating ... all in NS also ... while some not lar ... i cant even celebrate somemore ... juz give me presents can le lar ... Nissan ... Volvo ... Toyota ... Benz ... BMW ...any 1 frm the list can le ...anyway ... i expect nth much...all will be busy with FYP presentation preparation ... its ok de ... juz a gift can le ...
*mizzed receiving bday cards thru mail... the last thing was in sec ? forget le lar haa ...hope tat friends whom are closed to me will r'ber my bday...let me have a memorable and meaningful 21st bday ...
the last time when the once 3 good friends celebrate once in sec 5? 3rd Jul ...4Jul ...and 6Jul ...so much fun..till the day we become enemy...3 yrs+ no contact le and i dun wished also ... the 3rd Jul was like a mad cow ...charging and trying to injure me in soccer matches...dun know why...while the 6th jul did something which i will nv 4get and hates ...he used the word "friend? pui" tat time he made me bleed and my knees nearly knocked into the stone bench ...not even a word of SORRY said and body language signal ... the day tat he told me rite in front of every1 and pushed me ...if not for some friends...think i would have been punched by him den ... pplz told me he was in bad mood becos of his relationship ... hated when they are down with all these problem, they find friend to vent their anger on them ...3rd & 6th are the same kind...i will 4give them if they say sorry but i wun 4get the way they treated me ...well tat life ...
*JM, YH & MEL ...i expect more frm u all ...15 yrs of friendships le ...if small small de...u will be considered heartless ...
*For those who know me...at least sent me a Bday card(no E-cards) or put sth in my testimonial lar ... i will be ^-^ ...4th JUL exact day hor ...early or late i wun accept de ...*Fussy*...how many 21st can 1 have ?
***maybe i will run away frm it...*silent peace*
Chat wit jm @ 12.11am ..told him tat the day they all enter NS, working will be the thing to fill my mind...
tat B*****d jr...did nth to the report changes....kew..enough of my complaint*SILENT PEACE*
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1 more week before i turn 21 ... so many thing happened during this few weeks ...dun feel like celebrating ... all in NS also ... while some not lar ... i cant even celebrate somemore ... juz give me presents can le lar ... Nissan ... Volvo ... Toyota ... Benz ... BMW ...any 1 frm the list can le ...anyway ... i expect nth much...all will be busy with FYP presentation preparation ... its ok de ... juz a gift can le ...
*mizzed receiving bday cards thru mail... the last thing was in sec ? forget le lar haa ...hope tat friends whom are closed to me will r'ber my bday...let me have a memorable and meaningful 21st bday ...
the last time when the once 3 good friends celebrate once in sec 5? 3rd Jul ...4Jul ...and 6Jul ...so much fun..till the day we become enemy...3 yrs+ no contact le and i dun wished also ... the 3rd Jul was like a mad cow ...charging and trying to injure me in soccer matches...dun know why...while the 6th jul did something which i will nv 4get and hates ...he used the word "friend? pui" tat time he made me bleed and my knees nearly knocked into the stone bench ...not even a word of SORRY said and body language signal ... the day tat he told me rite in front of every1 and pushed me ...if not for some friends...think i would have been punched by him den ... pplz told me he was in bad mood becos of his relationship ... hated when they are down with all these problem, they find friend to vent their anger on them ...3rd & 6th are the same kind...i will 4give them if they say sorry but i wun 4get the way they treated me ...well tat life ...
*JM, YH & MEL ...i expect more frm u all ...15 yrs of friendships le ...if small small de...u will be considered heartless ...
*For those who know me...at least sent me a Bday card(no E-cards) or put sth in my testimonial lar ... i will be ^-^ ...4th JUL exact day hor ...early or late i wun accept de ...*Fussy*...how many 21st can 1 have ?
***maybe i will run away frm it...*silent peace*
Chat wit jm @ 12.11am ..told him tat the day they all enter NS, working will be the thing to fill my mind...
tat B*****d jr...did nth to the report changes....kew..enough of my complaint*SILENT PEACE*
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BbHaOz on Monday, June 27, 2005
Hiya...last week got so many thingy happened ...
1st a China lady was killed ..den 1 16yr old boy die ..den came the most ->>>our friend wc's niece was drowned at the swimming pool ...OMG!!! ... the news telecast and i felt so devastated by the news ... she is only 12 this yr ... and his father was like ..READ THIS for more info...
His father did not have the sight of saddness ... how could he ... heartless ..frm wht i see on TV
During the meeting for FYP @ the COmpany...i was said by the manager tat i was too quiet and wanna to tok more ..jr was the most talkative - he tok craps,not related to project. es is the so-so ..while i was too quiet and he expect me to change after this attachment ... did a test in yr 1 and observantion by lecturer, all said tat i was the type who do backroom stuff and support frm the back ... very true...but frm today now..i shall change my role and fight at the front ...tok more
es got her dream come true when she managed to unlock her phone keypad when she dream of the number last nite ...is dream a hint for us ?
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BbHaOz on Sunday, June 26, 2005
So envy when i saw ppl walking with their dogs ...small..medium..big ..haha..so *cute&
Since sec sch days, kept on hoping tat i can have a dog ... *sheepdog* ...
So elegant and beautiful with its silky hair ... like the way it sit ..with hands aka legs cross while resting ... *husky* is also very beautiful ... white and blue eye ... black and blue eye ... so unique and look so cool ...it may look fierce but actually its not ... German sherperd? nah...too naughty le..wait all furniture been torn down ...haa ...actually all dog will de lar...haa.sterotype!!!
few yrs back during my bday, i could have bought a dog with the money been given to me as bday present...went to dogs' shop to view..but none caught my eyes ... i'm ready for responsibility back den...i really wished to have one ..but in the end parents dun allowed ...giving reason like who going to take care when u are in NS / sch ? Till u have ur own house den u buy one... waiting for tat day ...i shall have a 'sassage hot' or white terrier ...sassage dog as my pillow when i'm tired ...haa...but their exercise is onli so-so ...ok lar..take them out for slow jog onli lar ..haa...
thought of kidnapping a puppy @ sengkang during O level ..but in the end ..i didnt ...its a stray dog's pups ...so cruel to seperate ... its really small..juz the size of a palm ...black ..brown ..white ..OMG so *cute* ...ok lar..stop thinking le ... ---NITE---
HONGKONG DISNEY SEP 2005 HERE i COME !!!
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Nth to comment ...
Both are in good condition @ NS ... how i wished i was in there rite now ...
a place where worries and stresses cant get to me ...
looking forward to tat day ...
Silver shall be my target ...but its hard to achieve tat ...
The day to begin with will be tomolo and ends till the day i will be in NS.
The same goes for this! ... start * end ...
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BbHaOz on Friday, June 24, 2005
I was very happi today ... we got a new grp ...called double SE !!!
haa...told ir tat my dream had really come true ... he agreed tat dream something will really come true...he wanna to tag at it but connection failed..*i also been troubled by tat problem in my taggy...ir also said tat i'm observant to the pplz..ah ..haa ...*true ...actually smell a rat le but haber really confirm ...seb..as usual..juz pressurized him a bit den he blurt out le...*note - not ME..is XXX. ...heck care abt him lar..but i must say 1 thing..show him tat u dun feared him man...if not kept disturbing you lar...
Erm...juz dun know why i dreamt of u all lar ... keeping my mouth shut *Zipped* ...we'll tok during CAMP den..if not nth to say le ya ..haa... :-) maybe u all are important to me ...
cant believe tat xxx really told mr cheung abt it man...d*** him lar...if he come, i dun wan to make his money sia...haa...
ya...had been preparing the day we graduated and a special gift for those who respected me ...but dun think i will be giving le...i will be blogging all i wan to say the day i will be in NS.
There is a long battle waiting for me ...finding partner for G4,G5 while G3 ..think he have someone he fancy le... last sems for G2,G4 n G5 ... we will strived together ... friend forever is juz a sentense that all pplz can say but cant maintain...hope tat we G5 can! I'll always be a Big Bro to u all. :-)
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BbHaOz on Thursday, June 23, 2005
Woke up early to study EM3a ... in the end no quiz ...dun know she forget or juz trick us ...nvm ....haber really started to study for EM3a ...
Haa ... last time the dream not accurate...whether this time will it happened ... if it is ..*yeah* ...if no...i also dun know... if u all got read abt the previous blog, i dreamt abt the place for my attachment place and it really happened ... the place is the same as in the dream...i not kidding u all..it really is..but sometime good dream is not meant to be said becos it will shattered...bad dream must say out cos it will happened if u said it out ... but everytime i dream abt the future, the next day i will get a terrible headache ... ha..dun know if this is normal ... *well we shall see wht happened in this few days ...
A long battle is waiting for me ...
*by & wy !!! u all wols arhz ... haaa
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BbHaOz on Wednesday, June 22, 2005
D*** it man.. every wed is a nitemare to me and es!!!! why ? cos jr didnt turned up for FYP again..worst still the report is with him... he is in charge of it...becos he is strong with his english..so called craps english and his 'lie'...he was in charge of the report ..while i will be supporting them with my presentation slide ...
es wanna to drop out as leader as i norminate her to be one while jr hinted tat he wan me to support him...i didnt ...knew him frm the past project ... OMG!!! wht must i do u let him feel tat without his english we can also produced Fantastic Report ...mr Chia told es tat if he still continue like tat..he is better if he withdrawl himself frm us ... assure mr chia tat he is interested by es! ... hated when some1 never reply my sms ... and sms me the moment in trouble or enquiry abt something ... tat is him!!! F***ing B****** ...*Oppzzz! i juz too angry with him...
i may not showed him wht i am now...but if he still like tat..he got a chance to get a low mark for it ... if it really happened, i will be taking over as the leader if es requested me to...*ruthless n show no mercy to mate ...* tat will spell the end of the friendship ? ...50-50
waited for him to wake up...say tat he 4get ...kaoz...show much interest when viewing the show
SUPER ULTRA THICK SKINNED man ... *sick of him!!!!
EM3a tutorial quiz tomolo ...so tired of it ...brain cell die le ya ...started spreading the sample for the yr book ..but dun seem tat the rap understand ya ..*stepping down soon ...becos haber really meet all the committee for discussion...
Hai...he juz came back home @ 10.20pm ...told me tat our report is been deleted...wht the heck....really an A**hole man....
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BbHaOz on Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Happi that she had returned from her volunterring work at Sri Lanka ... been 2 week le ba ... glad that she msn me to tok abt herself ...her side of story is juz like the slide that WISP showed...fear in children...their innocent looking face ... their future and their home ..all gone...tat's life ...Tsunami SUCK!!!!
kew ...can tell frm her msn tat she is really happi for her contribution ... an experience that $$$ cant buy ... ask me to go Sri Lanka..but my schedule is packed le ... Sep tour n GT ...my money is all focus on tat ...Sep HK!!!
* JS !!! she is back le ...are u Happi ?***** OnlI TRuE FriENDs in My LisTS *****--> Not in LisT ? ( U ARE OUT !!! )
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PC is giving me problem again... 1 of the window file not found ...so sian man ...reformat again and again ...thought of asking for for new PC ..but next year i wun be using ...my sis will...ask her to ask for a new PC...she dun dare to ...wht to do ..juz force her to ... told her tat i not going to ask for it as i had ask for it twice le ... now is her turn ...
today weather was great...hope to zzz forever in this type of weather ... zzz without any worries...that the word -> death... but i will start to think wht going to all the people around me ...this and tat ...life is like tat ...continue to battle ... Lawrance saw me early in the morning ...waited till 8.08am for pplz to come and go in together ... ir n kw were here ...go in and they went toilet ... Lawrence started ask' me question ...did ur dad drove u here or u take bus ... images frm the past flashes by .... that time my dad will drive me to sch ... listening to whtever he wan to say to me in the car ..felt so close to him at tat time ... now ? busy with his work ... Zzz *he need lotsa rest ...hope tat 1 day i will help him offload his burden soon...kew ...told him tat becos of sch holiday, the bus is fast ...reached sch at 7.30am ...den go shitting ...haa...den he burst into laughter ...XH!! can dun tell me this early in the morning? haa ...tat wht i do wht ..kew ...
saving private ryan is a good show ...seen it over 10 times and will not get sian ...we are soldiers too ..is also a good movie as well as black hawk down ...maybe tat becos i hope tat i am serving NS now ... so tat i can offload and serve the country ... we may onli worth $4000 but the glory and pride is always there..no money can buy ... if a War really happened, i will fight till the end of my last breathe ...to protect my families...i will not commite suicide *u GoT it ? :-)
my timing for 2.4 is slow le ... haber been jogging for 1 week cos of busy schedule ...tiredness too ...cant gather enough strenght n determination to continue ... *felt useless ...
tok to ir in the toilet abt the camping thingy ... haa...as if tomolo is going to happen...looking forward to it ...lying on the mat looking at the twinkling star ... the sound of the wave ... the horn of the ship ..the light of the moon ...onli 1 word for it
-honey ice * reminded me of something ... so sweet
-hey hey ... wht are u trying to do ? dun make someone malu lar ... :-)
-raining day = reflection day = zzzly day
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BbHaOz on Monday, June 20, 2005
Zzz at around 1 am+ den was waken up by the thunder ... the roof is shaking sia...so loud tat i was waken by the sound ... after i continued to zzz the next moment i know is already 5.40am le ..time for sch ya...was zzz comfortablely when this NP guy sit down beside me ... his arm was rubbing against my arm ..and his leg was learning against my leg..kaoz...wht the h*** man... tried to push him aside but he still like tat...den purposely knocked my leg with his to wake him up and warned him...but he still like tat ...
dropped at SIM bus stop as it is still early ...took the TODAY and off i went to class ...Neeraj was early ...7.40 reached le ...
es went to ask pplz for the committee ... jzu as some had said ..it is a big project ...and thing had to rush as J02 IAP student will be gone after this sem.
went to the COMPANY and had a 30 mins chat with the Boss there ...erm..next week presenting our presenatation to him. * Stressed*
Went to Ikea for Jumbo Hotdog and took 153 home le ... ZzZ like a pig in the bus..haha...too tired le ya...
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BbHaOz on Sunday, June 19, 2005
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Boring ... while most pplz celebrate Father's day ... still the same as normal day today...haa * my father doesnt like celebration ... his bday also ...
Hm.. while i cant get to celebrate Bday for this life le, i can at least celebrate Father Day!!! haha....laalaa....ok den..lets make this day my Bday le ya ...set!
4-5 more days for NS man to come out frm Prison le..haa...
Ir finally got a tag...erm..can ask MRs to go le ya ...haa....
Once again, i blamed myself for not studying hard enough during Os ... wasted a yr juz to repeat tat ... if not i will be in camp now ... the pplz reading will also be some other ppls ... u will know know me ... i will not know u ...
Life still have to go on ... no matter what ... *promise* that will forever be ...
U'll NEVER WALK ALONE !!!
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BbHaOz on Saturday, June 18, 2005
Arhz ... Arrived at Funan IT Mall to collect free gifts ..erm..got 2 of the same kind ... yippy...can shoot each other le since each will have 1 le ...haha...thinking of taking X-box but will be going to NS den after tat nobody play le..den still have PS2 somemore...hai...so claim 2 ba ... maybe going to sell 1 away if needed ... *SAMSUMG DIGITAL CAM!!!
Went to TAka to buy shoe for dad ..hai...so ahrd to choose ya... MUST : dark colour, with silver and Blue ...den after much selection..NO size US 10 ..alamak!!! den go find Fila...Nike...Mizu...den finally New Balance...bought a nike belt too...so ex sia..$23+ after 15% discount ...kew...didnt go HMV today...*headache ya*
So tired rite now ...kew....still got a lot of thing waiting for me to do ...Cyan All !!!
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Wow sia...u can see how many pplz are involved sia... really hope tat the selected pplz can take part in it as they are carefully hand picked...if its is smooth, the design will be out sooner or later ... *p/z : Dun shout my name can a not i will get paiseh...twice le ya ...haa..kew - Soon it will be me!!! haa
Oh yes!!! the YEAR book is ON!!!
Monday will be the day to decide on the selected pplz ...*hint - 2 pplz frm 7F will be involved ..
i dun know if she really wanna to help do it ..but hope tat she will...told nd abt out plan ...told me tat he dun wan to be the head...den left to me le...OVERALL in charge den.. monday will be having the 1st meeting up ... the Posts are as followed :
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BbHaOz on Friday, June 17, 2005
SEB!!! how to say u leh ...haha ...A BRAVE BOI ya ....haha...tat all lar ....
haa..regarding ur Shirt ...laaaa ....*tat 2 gal got any ADs ?
Seeing u all donatimg blood really make me to donate too ya..but i'm sick at the moment .. -FLU
Arrive sch to see jn outside...haa..she was under the min. weight requirement sia.. 44kg ...den i told her to eat more and remained healthy ...haha..why leh .. cos 1 day if the blood bank dun have my blood type...i can called her and asked her to come...haha...as for those smokers who is AB+ ..haha...sorry u are out!!! ur blood got extra ' thingy' inside ... ..haa
Think i'm going to keep in contact with those AB+ blood grp...write down a list of pplz and keep them ...oh ya...tat poly end book should include blood type in it ya ..haha... ok set!...got to design the paper le..laalaa....
*IR ! where is MRS ? laalaa .....
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BbHaOz on Thursday, June 16, 2005
Really scared the freak out of us ya ...juz dun know how to react ..juz BULLDOZED my way to get water for u ... REST WELL YA ...*NV go to toilet alone ...so sorry tat did not pick up on time...but it ok for now ...glad tat u are alright ...
Accident happened around our blk..a biker was hit by a car ...many pplz surrounded him ... jr say tat later xxx was waiting for us at the lift..indeed man...b***** h*** ...saw him wanna to tok to me but treat him invisible and he went to find seb ...now the only person toking to him is seb le ba ..we kind of break off frm him le ..haa...sl again was a busy man sia ... secretary of his club le...more tasks..dun think we can be like b4 le ... juz the way it is ...
seb was running frm the blood donation drive again...haa....5 time in a roll ...
seeing tat pplz went to donate while i cant ...FLU bug ..hai...anime VCD ya..i also wan..haaa
Went to internet to search for LOW BLOOD PRESSURE ..here is the link -> LOW BLOOD PRESSURE (for pplz who concerned for our friend)
heyheyhey!!! wht wrong man ...linked me with her ya ? haa..dun play lar ... btw...wht u all wan me to to say ya...haa...no topic leh...laalaa...btw i also wan to see ya ...
-my Butt numb frm taking bus ...
-Rest well ya ...
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BbHaOz on Wednesday, June 15, 2005
the Same old thing happened again..jr was late and he was very late for the FYp in the Company...he live so near yet came so late..told es to reprimand him when he arrive..knew him too well le..same thing again..gave craps excuses..."well! is depend on heng (lucky) or suay (unlucky) for the bus to arrive on time...i was suay today lor" kaoz...i was so angry with him tat i ignored him totally..dun care wht he tok..let es do the toking...this project i will be taking less responsiblility...but not going to relax...going to support es whtever decision tat she do to make jr. such an A**hole man!!!...not serious at all while i and es was having headache as we didnt have an objective to start with...except for the task given to us to do it properly. jr 1st task : copy and paste frm internet. d*** him...rather read frm the internet. ALL DRAGON-BOATERS are a SLACKER and THEY think They ARE the ONE as they WON lots of competitions . Juz a Grp of F*****s ..*Oppz
YEah! tok abt a big project when we graduating ... I will be heading tat special assignment for the J modules...supported by a grp of specially selected ppl to accomplish the job ... the job will end when we graduated as it is a big 'secret' assignement which needed lots of coordination and timing...Ranging frm Head-Coordinator to assistant designers ... u can think how many pplz are involved...looking forward to it
xxx so told ya...blocked blocked blocked...haha...laa...
haa..by...bye bye twice ya...haa
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BbHaOz on Tuesday, June 14, 2005
10.40 min for 2.4km under the hot sun...wow sia..breathe hot air...blow out hot air...over took a gal in front of me where she suddenly popped up frm no where land ...
after the 2.4km RUN, i go to the pool side to find ir n seb ... can wait to jump into the cooling water sia..took off my clothes and jump into it..without cooling down 1st ya ...HAVE lar ..haa...wiped it with my clothes le ya...hai..really cant swim sia ...
Sun tanned for 30 mins...really hot sia..BTH!!!...took a bath den off we go and makan Tissue prata but it is closed frm 12pm to 3 pm too bad den...we ordered 3 set of ICE CREAM prata...hmm....yummy sia ...test so nice ya ...melted the moment it is in ur mouth ...drank Milo Gonzilla ...cherry with cream filled at the top and the milo below...Hmm... 99/100 ...the 1 is the sweetness...must add water ya...haa...Hot weather after a PE session den ate COLD food = Shiockzzz arhz ... U all really must try the ICE CREAM PRATE + the Salted Fish Fried Rice ya + Milo Dinasaur / Gonzilla ...worth it man ...*only u are very hungry!!! [warning]
took 171 to orchard road for a stroll ... aimless stroll ba ... haa ... Great S'pore Sale ya ... this SAT going there again ... claiming a Samsung 3.2 Pix digital camera and a X-box ...hee..think i will bring the camera to sch everyday ba ..to capture great ' moment' THINK onli ...next tue sun tanning again ya?
hope tat this can continue 4ever ....but i know its impossible to happen ... sob!
try to leave a great impression b4 poly life end ... as time passes by ... pic will be the onli proof and ur Hearts
u ^-^ = i ^-^ ...
Time for Em3a ..
Got 2 tent le .
23th Jul should be this day as i wun be going overseas ... * are U all ReADy ?
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BbHaOz on Monday, June 13, 2005
Ya...receive an email by Lim Teik Hoe ... the final result : I was not allowed to go overseas during common test week ...
Finally i had peace in my mind ... go there also no mood to see n listen ... thinking about MAT.
Time to focus ... juz look forward to the trip in September to HK!!! OCEAN PARK!!!
Everyday eating bread le ya...to save money for the trip ... kew...
*every1 Jiayou
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My bed is 'rocking' ya...wahaha....as if i was zzz in a pirate ship....somemore go-kart pls...felt so nice to race ya ...erm..maybe during chalet time ba... wanna to compete against pplz like xxx - provided tat i am going lar... going to peak skill with him ... really hope tat by tat time i can drive the car out..but it seem so impossible ya ... even if it is, xxx is not allowed inside the car too ..yeah i know i am biased against me but tat wht i am ...cant thank GOD enough tat i am not in his grp ya ... lvl 3.2 will be left with me n sl le ..haa...think library should be my second place to hang out le..keke...
seb was naughty today again...gave ir's pic to ks ..haha..so funni ya see ir's reaction ... the last sem for them le...this the the 4th week le ...12 week more and 3.2 will be here ..hai ...den outimg will be boring without them...this is the pic time to focus on study ba ... as well as going outing for the last sem ...*too bad - nobody bring camera ya...next time whtever outing we go..must really bring..to capture the
turning OLD soon ... my responsibility will be much greater ... *ya foreign wife will be troublesome ... Singapore girl better - Seb's Quaote
Plz grant me GUTS and Courage to continue ...
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BbHaOz on Sunday, June 12, 2005
Wake up and ready for Escape...had to adjust myself a bit becos of yesterday ....
managed to take a bus at 10.30 while we are meeting up at 11...hai..thot i was late but in fact i was early den..haa..saw seb coming down frm the station but he did not see me...haa..ir was late..didnt ans my call also..onli ans sn's call...wow kaoz...
today weather very good lar..hot n humid...all the tiredness is gone and the ticket is worth it as seb was the weakest link again..haaa...where got such a nice offer...can play and see show at the same time...keke...-someone legs is wobbly wor...haha...scared by the ghost ...
take our dinner at the muslim stores..wow sia..too hot for me ya..sweating a lot ...and took sticker print ...
like the part where we combined and shoot muimui...but den i was corner and drenched...luckily i bring rain coat ya...so onli wet my pants and face...den ir..seb and muimui was the drenched chicken..hope tat every1 enjoy the day we had spent together ...
-made a fool out of myself while belting up..tat gal look stunned...haa...Shh....
-managed to drench pplz with my ultra powerful water boat...
-started 1st and end 1st in Go-Kart ...where is seb n ir ?
-stupid sticker - print ...i'm missing frm it man...retake arhz..haaa
-mrs IR...where are u ...haaa ..laalaa.....
kew...head spinning le ya ...[12][06][05] -> wht a nite! ...
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BbHaOz on Saturday, June 11, 2005
Sent ah to P.Tetok today with his dad n yh ....
wow sia..the 'hotel' nice ya..think i can have a nice body after going in ... the food was so so ...hai...*come on u are not there to enjoy ...
view the 'hotel' room ...to the toilet...to swimming pool ...to canteen...have a piece of mind now...not tat scary after all...i'm going to train to get Silver award so tat i wun get 4 week more inside P.tetok..i must trained hard but at the same time not to wear out myself ...
went to hy 21st bday...wow sia..onli me n yh are the boys there...didnt tok much ...the gift was bought at last min...hai...kept saying sorry to hy as i failed again to be a co-ordinator...third time le ba ...i'm useless!!! hoped that she knew that i cant and am sorry... cant faced any1 rite now...glad tat she called me up for her bday...after all we had been friends since pri 1 le haa...
in 2 weeks, they will come out le...23th 24th june ...
*looking forward to tat day i'm enlisted...for Glory n Home!
*MOL!!! haber do ya...sunday mid nite oil le....
*going to have a X - BOX soon...yeappie ... PS2 + X Box = failed module = repeat = lazy = slack
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Shag..my head is spinning and i am sweating...walk frm Punggol Park to somewhere around Japanese Cementery...ya..somewhere near to my house ....
Men's nite today...out of 9 pplz ..i think 8 pplz drunk le ba ..haa...i'm included too ya..cos tat stupid jm pour so much whiskey into my cup ... started feeling giddy and tried to stop drinking and change to coke ...wow sia... can tat be considered as my first time in a pub? or rather an outdoor pub.... ah is going to NS tomolo...somehow we going to miss him... went to have a drink..which i seldom go...cos tonite is special that why i am going...spent aound $20 per person...tried to drunk ah as he is entering NS but somehow the drunk one is those trying to drunk him...especially av...he was so drunk tat he call his ex again...history repeated again...toking craps and blah blah blah ... ah was too drunk ba...broke the news tat he break with his 2 week gf juz becos he is entering NS ... can gals really wait for their man when in NS? to lessen the pain while in NS, he choose to break with her ...OMG!!! ...
i was amazed by ex manager tat he still r'ber my name...think he wanna me to help him ba..cos familiar faces are easier to work together..but i long time never work as banquet le ...frm the way he call and r'ber my name to pronoucing my name, i had the urge to work for him again...the bond..the laughter..there is enjoyment during works cos we are under the same roof again...*missed those time when all sec sch friends work at the same function room...i really missed tat...sob!!!
as we about to go off...ah vomited...and av was drunk...think yh n mel too ya...i look really red in the mirror...
av seem to have the most problems in his love life ... so too was hong and mel ...love life was the topic as we walked to the Jap Cememtry for a rest...*silly rite..so far sia..but we somehow enjoyed the process...frm there nv knew tat yh was such a hardcore pub person tat i knew frm pri sch ..told me all about his stuff...*not going to say it here as they are drunk and i chanced upon it...frm their problems, i cant helped them or give any give advices as i got no experience myself...so i cant judge but onli to lent u all my ears ...frm it i must tell myself to give all the care and protect the one. nv to let her get hurt or worried her for whtever thing i do...wht i need is juz a warmth home to be at when after work, a supportive person ...not to follow wht my father had done but to improved on it as an example...i knew tat tat will be hard..juz saying and no action done...dun wanna to regret juz like in pri n sec sch days...i wanna to change!!!
told some1 b4 tat im juz not good enough ... hai...think wht i lack is the courage , guts and confidence in myself ...juz a useless person lar...even i sometime admired fj's guts ....
with so many problems been heard...how about my? i too was troubled but the drinks nv really drunk me out ... i juz feel relaxed and sleepy...
been a friend is the best solution as friends is forever while a relationship is not...only thru sheer determination and hardwork den the relationship will blossom...* will u guys stopped making me worried? really hope tat u all are well and happi ...after their side...think i decided to be single till my NS is over den but tat time..my uncles..aunties...parents will pressurize me...den to solve the problem..a vietnamese wife will solve all..haa..but tat troublesome too ya ... OMG ..where to find some1 who will nv make me worried, supportive, fillial, a great cook ? think in s'pore rarely ba ...will be snatch away by the better ones...i'm juz a fool ...
*mizzed sec sch days
**confused..go or not to go ...
***orange yellow ... cool blue ... snow white ... baby yellow ( colour of my future house )
*rest le ya...i;m drunk ya....
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BbHaOz on Friday, June 10, 2005
Today weather was very bad..soo hot... now a bit sick le ..dun know tomolo can go P.ubin a not ..hai...promise friends le go must drag myself go ...hai...
my Business trip turn up to be so troublesome...had to apply for leave so that i can go overseas ...
i've ask mr wong ... mr cheung ... mr neeraj ...hai...all sound so negative...think have to waste the air ticket le ba ...hope that i can go...but even if i go..i will be worring about my MAT test...and will be thinking of test test test ...felt so confused rite now... go or not go if i successfully applied the leave ... so much worries now... hai...
MOL ... E-week ... Quiz ... so many thingy to do ...so sick rite now ..blood donation is coming..must get myself healthy fast...
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YEah....finally took neo prints le...9 guyz squeeze into 1 small space...haha...
fun and laughter ... rarly had so much noise le ..so chatty all day long ba..toking craps...abt NS...
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bad frm Changi Air port ...saw my sec sch chinese teacher..haha..managed to r'ber me ya..hapi ...
today saw a lot of familiar faces again... a sight frm heaven ?
saw iv and jl on bus 74 den kt and ts at heartland mall....heaven is playing with me sia..juz when everyone is going to NS ...all popped up frm no where....S'pore is really small...haa...
-Happi once more
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BbHaOz on Wednesday, June 08, 2005
As today dun needed to go down for the FYP ... i zzz till very late... haa....wht can i said ? SONG ARHZ!!!!
Began to hates JC Pplz le ...especially Hwa Chong ... bunch of b******s ...making so much noise in the bus ... tok loudly and laught loudly...hey man! there are representing their sch sia... should be proud when u are wearing it...kaoz...dun u feel ashamed!!! ...
xxx suck at the lab today..kept blocking with his head..think tat he is the onli one in the lab ??? need to see so near a not ? not a gentleman at all...a guy should let gal sit in front and watch frm behind mah...b***** h***... Mr wong juz took the paper to tell us to copy something...he was like panicking le...scared that i took his paper? kaoz... hated him!!! began to hates him... must take some of his hair den do some black magic @ thailand .... jm! dun go HK this sept...i wan to go thailand....haa
today SUPER STAR was interesting...nearly cried ya ...tears of laughter ... luckily today soccer cancel ...jm!!! nv inform me abt the cancellation!!! i'm in full gear when i call u sia...kaoz!!! next time see me know wht to do le ya ... SAKAE SUSHI or JACK PLACE ...choose 1 !!!
JS!!!when u wan the anime ??? ur anime DVDz i need a few more months ba ..haa ...really cant see anime this few days ...i've strained my eye muscle ...needed intensive care ...i need hentai haa...jk ya ...突然累了 ...
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Dun ever tell me tat onli i am the one who has the influences of asking pplz to go ....
i'm drained and tired ...
wht Are frienDs foR afTEr so ManY YEarS...
Onli AskeD to Go anD aTteNd ur FriEnd's Bday ...
So Hard fOR u...
NvM Tat u IgnoRe anD noT ReplYinG ...
i"lL Do The SaME to U ...
SeE How u Will FeEl ...
BloCkeD u In MsN ...
Hang Out Ur CalL ...
That wHt i Will Do ...
Cos u ReaLli Dun CherISh Wht Is in FRonT OF u ...
Sick OF eXcusEs ...
Wun HelP eVen u AsKed me ToO...
Had tO Be RuthLeSs no MatTEr Wht ...
*fj ! dun think so highly of me ..i felt so useless ...*dun!
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BbHaOz on Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Yesh...the presentation is over..but will have more to come...i was so nervous as i am leading the start...but now its ok..its OVER!
after class ...went to jog 2.4km...but dun think tat is 2.4 sia..my pace is not there...hai...nvm train stamina 1st ...without it got pace also no used...
after bathing...buy a chicken bun den off i go to Chinatown ... ya...no changes except tat i was told tat i had strained my eyes ...*been looking at lappy for the past 7 weeks of attachment...thot my eyes was playing a trick..now i knew le..so relieve...this few days time to rest my eyes ba ... stop seeing anime for a while...u seem busy like tat how to lent u see ...kew...when u are ready i'll lent it to u ya...*promise* ...
taking 61 was a long journey sia... fall asleep in the bus...but tat bus was so stuffy ... some pplz slide the window open and hot-air + air con together..den there was this 'normal' guy in front of me...closed all the window and went to the driver there to ask him to close it too ..haa ..
YEah!!! 3.30pm ..receive an email tat i dun need to go down tomolo for company...relieve can Zzz le ya ...dun envy me...i'll watch the anime for the last time tonite...kew...
- must start learning swimming ...
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BbHaOz on Monday, June 06, 2005
The bus is noisy today...so noisy...two ah peks was talking aloud behind my seat..cant Zzz ya...*pig arhz ...
2 pm+ i reach home... change to jogging gear and off i go ... while jogging...i jog across this old lady zzz inside the car... i juz take a few secs look and off i go again... about a few metres away... i thot of jogging back to take a look..but in the end i juz didnt...*hope tat she is real zzz and will wake up....
saw uncle's lorry and helper...haa...there are delivering goods to customer... stopped for a while to see if they needed help..but they didnt come out ya ..haa
erm...today we got IR to join us on GT but we have lost SL ... hai...*six sense so accurate..especially ladys' ...
- i juz lub library's hotdog ... yummy...
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Happi 21st Bday SZ !!!
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BbHaOz on Sunday, June 05, 2005
BAck frm Sz's bday celebration ... treat 7 of us movie and lunch ... must have cost him a bomb ya..but as long as the money is well spent , he should be happi....
glad that he called me up for his bday...realli happi...went makan Breeks! and watched Unleased!..erm...the movie ok lar...like the music a lot...think all the while the music juz kept me awake ... regreted that i nv learnt music when i can in pri sch..as my mother rejected the invitation to join then ... looking back ..i really should have insisted as the music teacher realli think tat i can have a good music education back in pri sch...my pri sch best friend yu jie joined in the end...hai...*1st time type full name..cos he is my former best friend...ok...set aside ...
laughter n joyz appeared rite in front of me again..making me to 4get wht is loneliness... friends are still there...but onli for a day ... will we be friends 4ever after we graduated? the day we parted after poly and NS? it will take a lot of effort to keep thing together...hope when the day come, sad tears will not be shed...onli happi tears are allowed...looking forward to the day we have the tour ... to thailand or hongkong in sept and as well as the GT with polys' ...
yh walk away when are going home... not his usual self...do he have a problem? can make him talk much out as i'm already on the brink of break-down somehow...flipping back pictures ...really wanna to take the neo prints with them for the last time... but seeing tat a lot of galz...we somehow back-up ...so disappointed ...trying hard to hold back ...juz come on..change the money and off we go posting ya ... *maybe will call them out at Kovan Shopping centre...last took it when abt 4 yrs ago ba ... buddies..buddies ... can i take picture with u all ya for the last time b4 u all enter NS? plz!!!
hoped tat some1 will remind me tat i had 1 more yr to go on with my study and should not be taking it so easily...maybe becos of the psychological effect of the FINAL year ...wanna to play as much as i can..but all these should be during Tour ba ...
*can someone bring me back down to earth? nobody will ........ cyan!
hOpe tat TomOlO will Be A BeTTeR Day FoR Me...*suppORt me Plz
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BbHaOz on Saturday, June 04, 2005
Hiya ... so tried and frustrated rite now .... Zzz at 1 am + den wake up at 7.40 am ...prepared myself to go to the gym ... wow sia .. so tired ya ... but must start training for NS ...
ran the treadmaill for 13 minutes at the speed of 10-11 ... think still a long wait to train my stamina for the 2.4km..hai.... how to do it at 10 mins ??? it will be hard sia ....
after gym want to eat at Hougang Central with jm... ate vedgy today ...
kept on sneezing today ...kanna flu le .. so tired after the medicine ....zzz till 5pm ba ...
den slack around as i was still tired ... so warm sia... trying to do MOL but my scientific notebook cant open any file..so sad...so many thing undone ...tomolo is SZ's celebration b4 he go NS ..hai...tomolo will be a long day and hanging around ....still got a report for FYP to do ...
kew....gtg...
*sIcK
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BbHaOz on Friday, June 03, 2005
Hmm...still feeling not ok for today ... no mood for lesson this whole day!!!
reach sch around 7.20 am ..wow d*** early ..went to SIM to get
yesterday chat with ah as if it is my last will sia ... gotten mizzed them after their NS..but they will be back in 3 weeks time ...
haa... is my body laugauge so ... tat u all also notice it ? haa ... kept telling me stupid thingy sia...wanna to ignored also cant ... kept toking to my directions...all craps ...kew
since when i got a leg with ly ? kaoz SL!!! ...tok so loud rite in front of jol's grp ...hai....wht to do leh ... xxx's face was red when he saw me with grp tat been settled ..but sooner or later i will still have to grp with him ya...cos can consider myself lucky tat cy was not here today ... erm...lets face it ba ... or juz go to thurs tutorial lesson ...another option for me ...but i like the class today ...nvm..i'll see how ba ...
wanna to do WISP today..but after the COM lab been removed...felt so empty at lvl 5 ...the noise ..the fun ..the laughter ... the gossip ...the pplz ...went to blk 46/47 to use the com there...hai...CMI ...went home after tat....
the JC are toking aloud inside bus 153 ...so noisy cant ZzZ in the bus ...4 galz n 1 boi ...they are so childish...when the bus reaches Kovan MRT station, they saw their own senior with lotsa thing and boarded the same bus ...ya..they are late and suggested that they drop off after serangoon JC ..juz to avoid them ...hai... onli to be told off by the onli boi there and juz say tat they are late too ya ...
went jogging again ... planning to do pull up but after a long distance, that place did not have pull up station...haaaa .... went jogging back again ... purposly went the long way home...still got the stamina there....the 9 tail fox Chakra is back !!! haa * Plz leh...
kew gtg ...jm called me out le...cyan
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BbHaOz on Thursday, June 02, 2005
Sobbing ... im having ups and downs this coming few days ....
10:17pm --- chatting with ah ... he is going ns on the 11th june....
7:20pm --- received a sms frm sz ..asking me to celebrate his bday for the last time ....
feeling so low rite now....
today lesson was all the way not very normal..my mind was thinking of other thingy ...no mood for EM3A ... kept on telling seb abt it..tat my mind is not working good ... wanna to escape frm reality frm tat time...running away as far as my leg can carry me...not in my usual self and will not show it and vent it on pplz around me...juz kept in my heart and *silent peace
dun wanna to let pplz around been affected by me... juz wanna to let u all know tat i'm ok ... :-)
Gone back to e attachment company after sch ... the road so dirty as usaul ..frm there heard tat Mr john bought a fan frm my g.pa's shop ..haa... my goal ..my life ..
rest le .......
-my mind is in a blank ...
-ive got nthto prove ...
-i'm juz a useless person ...
-end ...
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BbHaOz on Wednesday, June 01, 2005
woke up very very early today for the attachment to my FYP company beside the AYE...
needed to take 1hr 30mins to reach there...as usual my rountine are taking bus to Hougang Central intechange den take 74 to Np but this time is Sp ..frm there took 166 or 14 to the company...reached abt 7:50+ ...waited till 8.40 den jr came...den followed by est. kaoz...frm there jr told est to reach at 9..but did they told me? nv!!! knew tat jr was the main brain as he is the most irresponsible of the pplz i met....est took taxi and met her spent $16 juz to come here and tok for abt erm.. 10mins? den we are dismissed...we are allowed to do our assignment at home and need not go down to the company ...
abt 9+ we took 166 and went to jr's house there makan breadfast ...den rest at jr's house ..est was soundly asleep in his queen size bed ...while going off to sch...saw jr's bro ... so thin sia and do not look like a sec 3 boy ... think sth is not rite as he didnt tok much abt his bro ...
the rest of the sch days are smooth except tat my hand are contaminated by the spray!!!
went to AMK to wait for my free-dinner...yum yum jackplace ya..haha...so full ya!!! satistfield!!!
chance upon this page of the newpaper...its abt blood type for bf ...how i wanna how true is it...
but for mine ...how to say leh ...erm.. abt 90% accurate ba ....
Blood type ABs...not going to tell u all....find out urself ba ...haha
-EM3A so hard sia..know wht she toking but the tutoria; completely differ sia...how to apply ??? 1 by 1 ???
- too tired after i reached sch ...kanna side kick by jen ...there she shouted : " XH!!! arh cha ..."
my reaction was a yawnz ... LOL * a bit pain ya ...nice kick jen!!!
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