BbHaOz on Sunday, June 05, 2005
BAck frm Sz's bday celebration ... treat 7 of us movie and lunch ... must have cost him a bomb ya..but as long as the money is well spent , he should be happi....
glad that he called me up for his bday...realli happi...went makan Breeks! and watched Unleased!..erm...the movie ok lar...like the music a lot...think all the while the music juz kept me awake ... regreted that i nv learnt music when i can in pri sch..as my mother rejected the invitation to join then ... looking back ..i really should have insisted as the music teacher realli think tat i can have a good music education back in pri sch...my pri sch best friend yu jie joined in the end...hai...*1st time type full name..cos he is my former best friend...ok...set aside ...
laughter n joyz appeared rite in front of me again..making me to 4get wht is loneliness... friends are still there...but onli for a day ... will we be friends 4ever after we graduated? the day we parted after poly and NS? it will take a lot of effort to keep thing together...hope when the day come, sad tears will not be shed...onli happi tears are allowed...looking forward to the day we have the tour ... to thailand or hongkong in sept and as well as the GT with polys' ...
yh walk away when are going home... not his usual self...do he have a problem? can make him talk much out as i'm already on the brink of break-down somehow...flipping back pictures ...really wanna to take the neo prints with them for the last time... but seeing tat a lot of galz...we somehow back-up ...so disappointed ...trying hard to hold back ...juz come on..change the money and off we go posting ya ... *maybe will call them out at Kovan Shopping centre...last took it when abt 4 yrs ago ba ... buddies..buddies ... can i take picture with u all ya for the last time b4 u all enter NS? plz!!!
hoped tat some1 will remind me tat i had 1 more yr to go on with my study and should not be taking it so easily...maybe becos of the psychological effect of the FINAL year ...wanna to play as much as i can..but all these should be during Tour ba ...
*can someone bring me back down to earth? nobody will ........ cyan!
hOpe tat TomOlO will Be A BeTTeR Day FoR Me...*suppORt me Plz
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