BbHaOz on Thursday, June 02, 2005
Sobbing ... im having ups and downs this coming few days ....
10:17pm --- chatting with ah ... he is going ns on the 11th june....
7:20pm --- received a sms frm sz ..asking me to celebrate his bday for the last time ....
feeling so low rite now....
today lesson was all the way not very normal..my mind was thinking of other thingy ...no mood for EM3A ... kept on telling seb abt it..tat my mind is not working good ... wanna to escape frm reality frm tat time...running away as far as my leg can carry me...not in my usual self and will not show it and vent it on pplz around me...juz kept in my heart and *silent peace
dun wanna to let pplz around been affected by me... juz wanna to let u all know tat i'm ok ... :-)
Gone back to e attachment company after sch ... the road so dirty as usaul ..frm there heard tat Mr john bought a fan frm my g.pa's shop ..haa... my goal ..my life ..
rest le .......
-my mind is in a blank ...
-ive got nthto prove ...
-i'm juz a useless person ...
-end ...
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