BbHaOz on Thursday, July 28, 2005
Very Stiff ... almost cant breath? today morning ... the company is having their annual 3rd party auditing ...total silent as they are briefting the audtiors...
arrived at 9.10 and they had already started the meeting ... after tat went to the galaxy for QA turn for auditing ... 1st time for Yim to have his speech for the auditor b4 the real process is been carried out ... he was calm but after tat he told a senior tat he was nervous at tat time ..haa * who wouldnt?
during tat auditing process, as the auditor, desmond, wanna to take a look at the process flow, yim went to take it. during tat time, the 3 of us are been questioned by the head of department...introducing ourselves and tok abt why we choose QME as our course. tat was the time where the 3 of us been beaten by tat question...during tat time, i reflected back ...why am i taking quality management engineering? i started to think hard and the 3 yrs tat are spent in studying it ... the pplz around me all popped up ... how i will be missing the days together when we graduated next sems.
est gave the reason tat she wanna to establish her joint business with friends tat she know in QME while jr juz stated tat it was a stepping stone for him ... as for me, i onli thot abt family business ... to help the company to qualify for ISO ... hoping to apply wht i have learnt into the business ... juz den, my tone changes ... feel like crying out ... becos of the expectations ... stressed ... i'm afraid tat i'm not up to tat standard ... so hard for me to achieve both family n business at the same time ... telling myself to do better than my father ... Quality time for family as well as focusing on career. i stopped toking ... a sudden stop. juz den i discovered tat all eyes was looking at me ... they are smiling and 1 of them is clapping ... the MR beside me was as if as he won toto ... i was stunned ... i didnt know why suddenly i blunt out all these personal stuffs tat been accumulating tat maybe i'll have to sacrific my personal time too, tat mean to have a late marriage...while the my target is to settle down early so tat i can fulfill my responsibility as the onli son and at the same time acknowledge by my relatives.
den, they started to tok to me abt young Enterpu ..ship? of the year and taking over BEST DENKI ... Harvey Norman ...*Wow sia..stressed wave!!!..SOS!!!!
den they started to ask me whether i need consultation...and ask me to keep in touch with them so tat when i need help, i can asked them ...topic like vancancy for jobs if they wanna to switch job ... har! MR was giving me advice of how i can set up QMS and i'll become the QA of the com. haa ...*its still a dream for me to set up ISO...i'll persue it...to make the business bigger...but i need to win their trust and confidence in me 1st ...ISO is still very new to my relatives ... hard to explaine to them too ...
EM3a lecturer was disappointed in me... while i take my paper frm her, she said " XH! u can do better" ya ... how i hoped tat i can too ..but on tat day i juz went blank ... math is nv my subject ... if i can avoid it, i will. for theory question. but the marks are juz too good to take. nvm tat the ans is wrong, as long as some steps are correct, marks will be rewarded ... i couldnt care less ... i hates math!!! ... i must wake up now!!! ... 'befriend' EM3a ...HAPPI BDAY FIR
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