BbHaOz on Friday, September 30, 2005

Woooohoooo .... So Comfortable ya ... Arhzzzzzzz .... Its Drizzling now ya ... Play with the rain ...haha ... felt so refreshing after contact with the tiny water droplet ... windy too ... can fly kite ya !!! haha ...
S.H.E ... Show ... Sun Yan Zi ... their ablum is going to be out soon ya ...excited ... Superstar ablum out too .... too bad cant be d/l frm internet ...hai ...onli S.H.E ... SHOW and SYZ can ... BUT ... i gotten to buy once they are out ... i Support Original ya !!!
going away tomolo for a short trip to Johore ... shopping !!! ...


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BbHaOz on Thursday, September 29, 2005

Liverpool Draw with Chelsea ... what a nerve morning ya ... Wht to say ... Liverpool been robbed!!! by ref. hated D. Drogba ...
No Longer the same as b4 ... cant tok cant meet cant be the same as before ... tat life !!!

As Time passes by ...
More thing will change ...
Cherish Cherish Cherish


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BbHaOz on Wednesday, September 28, 2005

On The Way to Pulau Ubin for Cycling today The Sign !!!
We Transpass the Area and reached the Aquarium Standing on the log ... i risked my life taking this pic

YH & ALV taking photos



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The Road to no-where land and we conqured it ... scary yaThe Deep cut after falling down at stony areas ... lotsa blood ... MEDIC !!!
The Aftermath of been treated by a certified Nurse !!!

We arrived at Changi ferry interchange at around 10am+ den we ate breakfast and start choosing our bike. We ride and ride. Till YH fell frm his bike and we had to stop and take him to treat his wounds. He lost a lot of blood sia ... especially his leg de ... so disgusting and painful to me ... take our my medic pouch and start the treatment under the hot sun and there are a black snake and a mother wild boar and its kids ... so dangerous sia... becos we choose to explore the path that led us to nowhere ... before the incident happened, we enquired abt the P.ubin resort and had plans set to book it one day to play the aquarium. There is this security guard with its dog and after we enquired, the dog followed us as we cycle and we enter the road tat happened to YH... the dog was like guiding us to a place and protecting us frm snake cos it was the dog tat discover 1st and we happened to prevent tat. OMG! as we cycle to a gate, the dog wanted us to go in but we cant enter hence we cycle back and the incident happened. Sad ... YH fell as i look back to check his pacing and ALV was in front asking me to go and see wild boar and i told him off tat YH had fell down ... he laid on the Hot scorching stone motionless and we quickly cycle to him to check him out ... he didnt know tat he got a deep cut at his knee b4 i discover blood was dripping down like running tap? used up all the tissue and plasters tat i had brought. Alv used his singlet to stop YH's palm cut as well as to act as a cushion for him to cycle back ...
went to the police post and the police didnt know Medic ... Kaoz ... luckily got Alv - certified nurse + me, ex-ST. John ... haha ...after tat we went to have our lunch of Kampong chicken - FINALLY, Frog leg with dry chilie and Kankong ... yum yum ...Coconut Juice ..Brr ...*Opps, too full. we cycle after the rain had stopped to find the wild boar ... along the way, YH crashed a lizard tat is inside the direction map! ... its tongue came out while been crashed and finally its eyes pop out and blood too ... OMG!!! so Disgusting and Cruel sia ...i felt like vomitting the food out ... why do tat ?
*some1 S is very pain after cycling
*some1 felt sick after tat ...
*some1 is always injured while cycling ...*not his worst accident tat happened while cycling
*some1 go home with lotsa blood stain and eyes looking at him where-ever he goes


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BbHaOz on Tuesday, September 27, 2005

The gross thing i have found out when i wake up today ... a dead crocoache been drowned in my toilet bowl !!! + a few small crocoaches on the floor ..juz den i r'ber spraying insecticide to keep my toilet free frm pests but i'm not expecting the sight waiting for me ...
Tok abt the future of myself, am i going to stop at diplomat? i'm still unsure ... maybe after NS i can decide ... i'm not a one tat can study ya ...
while some pplz find jobs to keep them occupied while eaiting for NS enlistment, i think i will take up some cooking courses to keep myself occupied after tat ... borrowed reference book frm the library to improve my skill of cooking ... its a interest tat inspire me ... thought the sight of washing up somehow defeat me ..haa ... add a few more dishs under my name tat i can cook ... had a lot to learn frm my mum and adopted 'mum' -> Cooking book and program etc. till now there is a few dish tat i wanna to try and cook but as time constraint, i cant right now ... and keeping myself fit will always be the main thing in my mind b4 NS ... jus dun wanna to suffer at the hands of those sergents or officers ...
Glad to know some1 mention my name in his blog ya ... Honoured !!
How i wished tat my family opens a wildlife centre ya ... situated at S. Africa ... Tiger ...Lion ... Jaguar etc maybe 1 day i can go S. Africa for a wild Holiday!


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BbHaOz on Monday, September 26, 2005

Oh No!!! I Missed the FYP briefting today ya ... Mati le ya ... how come i dun know ya?
Check with Np mail-box ... it was sent at 8.50am+ in the morning TODAY!!!
How to respond in such a short time ... huh... Tell me Lar ... S*** !!!


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BbHaOz on Sunday, September 25, 2005

The Sitting arrangement at 1st ... the extra blue is the elder son of my uncle who is sec 2. See below for the detail incident.
Greeted Gd Morning by the sweeper who is working while jogging today ... while ya ... i was like 'H...h...Hiii...' cos i was running for the last 600 metres back to my house ... fully concentrated hence in a state of last breathe? for the remaining distance ...
Tonite is my cousin 5 yrs old birthday ... his family treat us eat Buffet at The Concourse building ... the one that held my sec sch days prom nite ... wow sia ...so full ya ... but at 1st i was disgusted by the sight of my small uncle's family as his children left a gap of 2 empty seats between him and hence my family was like 'seperated' while others families are all together ... my father den told my cousin to shift but he seemed unhappi ...wht the heck sia ... i felt like discipline him ya at tat point as i rarely show my anger when i am unhappi but towards my family members and friends, i shall show no mercy if really happened ...
My Small uncle is a very friendly and helpful person ... but somehow his two sons, are very negatives ... indiscipline ... no respect for their mum ... rude when toking ...lazy ... fat!!! both above 70kg for sec 2 n 1 ya ... as for their small gal, he too pampered her ... the centre of attraction for uncle and his wife. Hated it when the 2nd son call my Sensen, which mean uncle's wife ... Oie Oie Oie and are u stupid or Crazy! ... what a language to call their own mum ... sometime i really felt like discipling my cousin for them but somehow, no one seem to cares. Cos its their family's problem and outsider like me, cant interfer but to hope tat 1 day they will change for the better. ok le ya gt rest le ... nite!
*tomolo will be the day for me to fly ..but i cant ...
*tomolo some1 will have his 1st day of attachment ... Ganbatte!!!
*tomolo is some1 dad's funeral nite ...
*tomolo will be a better day ???
*will the chalet be the only event for F9 and G5 in Oct ???


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Around 10am+, i went for my normal jog as usual ... after that, went to 7-11 to buy newspaper ... tehre is this foriegn worker who wanted to buy phonecard to call home...he presented a $1000 note to the cashier ... i was stunned sia ... the cashier was stunned and angri becos she thought tat he is trying to fool around with her ... she told him nicely to go to the Maybank beside and change for smaller notes b4 he come and buy phonecard ..haha ...
Liverpool almost win today but was denied again ...wondering wht the paper gotten to say abt the negative way tat they played... Peter Crouch? Garica? i prefer Cisse and Crouch together rather than the 1 man in front...too negative ... as for Man U and Arsenal? Great disappontment to both team ya ... hai... Chelsea the Champ again le ya ... ok enough!!!
i came down frm my room and didnt bother to turn on the light hence i step into the clothes hanger which had been misplaced somehow... i walk to the living room and as i walk, my small sis was asking me why are there blood on the floor, and its was dripping frm my small toe ya ... i didnt notice it hence it didnt hurt tat much lar but when i was told ... OucH !!! Pain PaiN pAin ya ... Physo effect ? *Maybe ... the floor got my blood with evey step i had taken ..haha ... There is a Chinese Proverb " There is always an imprint whenever you have gone to" True Ya !!! the blood stain imprint covered the floor area that i have gone thru ...
as the injury is too deep, hence the pic was not posted to scare u all *dun think u all will be scare ya...at tat time i hope got medic ya...haha...
*some 1 got back frm his holiday ya ....
*some1 will start his attachment soon ya - not b4 complainting abt the distance...
*some1 forget to include whether is PAsir ris or East coast
*some1 is very tired rite now


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BbHaOz on Friday, September 23, 2005

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HAppy 18th Birthday YT !!!
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BbHaOz on Thursday, September 22, 2005

Hmm... today a pretty good day ya ... raining all day long ... luckily go to jog earlier in the morning if not...i'll missed tat ... erm...lets see wht wht i have doen for today ... received a call frm ah asking me to go swimming den frm there...i know tat the army will not teach pplz how to swim but to scream for help ..haha...guess i gotten to drown at there le ... happi tat he still r'ber to call me for activities... unlike some1 ...
exploring the blog wedsite when i came across this blog tat are publised in a MEN's MAg MAxim ..and inside the blog ...woW Sia ..Jn is Inside Ya!!! GaVe Me a ShoCk ...She got a famous blogger friend ya ... but almost the blogger tat are famous are all gals except for Mr Brown and Kennysia ... but there is a treads is tat... the gal all shot sexy/ nude pic and are post in their own blog...*not to those extent ..i mean their shot...got cover de lar!
haa..juz den, maybe i'll post my nude pic too so tat to attract the media? *J/K lar ... Bleah
I Miss Seoul Garden ... Sakae SuShi ... Movie ... so many things i have lost ...if i can really turned the time, i wished tat i have scored better in my math for O[s] so tat i should be NS rite now ...

Animal Planet ... OMG!!! the dogs are so cute and funni ... *hope to own 1 soon ...SheepDog


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Rotting day by day ... thot can have a nice oversea holidays but it wun happened le ... making use of the time i have now to make myself fitter ... exercise and more excerises ...
Js has gone for his holidays ... so sian ... never realli had the chance to go to his house le ya ...
While playing PS2, received a letter frm a sec sch friend ...HM ..so thoughtful ya..invitation to her 21st birthday party but somehow i gottrn to disappoint her le ya ... on tat day i got something on tat is my grandmother's birthday celebration...a practise to celebrate on sunday as onli this day all will be free ... so envy tat Sz got the OCS ... his pay is gotten to be triple for normal recuit sia ... *I'm aiming for tat so tat i can used tat $$$ for mu future house's equipments such as ... thread mill ... Gym set ... mini movie threatre ... mini pub corner . at least $10k set aside for all these thingy ... slowly working towards my goal ... be an Army Officer!!! 40 3 months cant go home ... but den i should be a different me le ba ...*still got half yr more ya xh!!! keep dreaming ...
*Some1 sudden presence kept reminding me of the pasts ...
*Some1 gotten to start attachment soon ya ... :P
*Some1 has affected me since den ...
*Some1 gotten learn to be more happi ...*got it?

Some1 is happier than b4 ...


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BbHaOz on Tuesday, September 20, 2005

A dream tat i wish for its real :
Dreamt tat i'm preparing for the trip tat will excited me within this few days *but its all a dream
This dream is not abt going to HK but to cruise ... dreamt tat i, js, zl, dr and alv went to reg for a cruise trip ... but how come zl is inside my dream? ... nvm ... i packed my bag ... video cam ... camera ... digi cam ... and was setting off within a few days ... juz den ah called and he wanted to come a long too as his post in date is still a few days away and its a 3 day 2 nite cruise too ... i brought him to the agency in his van and got to reg on time ... terms: 2 days in advance ...there seem to be no room available but i asked them to check him in one of our room and juz need the ticket...ok done.
the room is very big and its linked up 1st 2nd 3rd .. i was on the 2nd but somehow we agreed to zzz in onli 1 room as its been linked up by staircase. juz as i was about to have fun .... my mum woke me up le ... time: 2.30 in the afternoon. wahaha... its lasted for so long ya ...
Izzit tat i still thinking of my trip tat was cancelled? i wan holiday overseas!!!


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BbHaOz on Monday, September 19, 2005

Today a frutful nite for ya ... thought at 1st i dun feel like going cos i dun think will have a lot of pple will go down. but i was wrong ... friends frm NS all came and play ..haha..they have RUST!!! nvm ... there is this guy frm pala lebar FC who is wearing their jeresy ... he is very good ya ... good ball control and aerial skill ... i choose to man mark him as i single him out as the main threat to our team ... i irriate his play and out play him. ok!!!
Moment of the Nite : Dribble Passed 4 Malays (Including tat S. League Amature) and almost scored. Zig-Zagging ... in ... out ... confusion and i paced them out except for my last min. lousy ball control which let me down. Praise by the opponents as well as kv.
What a nite ... Tired ....


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BbHaOz on Sunday, September 18, 2005

Earlier in the morning went to Paragon to meet hb up ... frm faraway i already saw some 1 waving at my direction...but with a lady beside him. thinking tat shouldnt be him, i juz walk to the meeting place.
as i walk nearer and nearer, haha...really is him ya...with his wife to be ... haha.. i was taken surprise by her sight ... erm... dun ask me how she look like ... bleh ...
he gave me a box of Made in China...Air flight de ya ..and 2 famous sausages for me ...
mum calling me to makan le ...cyan soon and HAPPI Lantern FEstival

Tonite: Angels V.S Devils ...


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Today is my grandfather's birthday, 5 big families gathered together at Katong Complex and ate in one of the resturant there.
My family is been splite into 2 grp as usual ... wht happened to tat 7 seater car? been used by Da Bo (Big Uncle) as his family got 1 extra person tat is his son's wife to be, they are the biggest and we had no say in it cos of my dad, who is happi been ferry around and not be the driver hence i got no chance to learn and control tat big machine. sometime i asked myself, Wht the used of having a license? whereby i cant get to practise with it and rot all the way. i even tried to bent my license into 2 and tag it on the main door to let my father see!
i hated myself for tat, i dun have the aggression to achieve the thing i wanted therefor there are too many regrets for me. ok enough of tat
Its been so long since 5 families last gathered. my young cousins have all grown up. along the way to the resturant, my big aunt kids come and hold my hands as i am walking. the feeling is so funni sia cos my aunt and her hubby is in front and they choose to hold my hand. children thinking is very hard to understand. This moment they( 2 brother) are all trying to sit beside me and the next, they are fighting to sit with another cousin whom are around the same age as them. haha...
a few Karaokay session as my big uncle sang almost all the time...my small uncle is also following suit but the problem is tat he cant find Lao Shu Ai Da Mi ... haha...my small uncle singing pop song while my Big uncle...oldies ... cant stand my Cousin Gor ... maybe his whole family? becos they are the one making decision and more aggressive. as i have told some1 abt it, my expectation will be higher...i cannot hurt/injured myself cos already 2 down ... back-injury( Cousin Gor ) and broken arm ( Cousin ) Big and small uncle's respectively ... leaving me with the task for the business. a mountain to climb... how to be more agressive ??? maybe becos of my up-bringing hence i am so like tat today ... well protected by my mum since young hence i did not start a fight, create trouble in my 21 yrs of living...maybe i should try to be a bad boy rite now? * wht the .....


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BbHaOz on Friday, September 16, 2005

Stay at home all day long ... a bit not used to it but when sch reopen i gotten to miss it ... got a news yesterday tat al will be having his attachment at the same company as me sia ... ST Kinectic ... a big company sia ... can makan with him le ...
watch a taiwan program abt fengshui ... the more i watch, the more scared i am ... so many thing abt it ...its a complicated thingy ...

a lot more sia ... Taboo?

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YH !!!



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BbHaOz on Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Yeah !!!
Final_Fantasy_VII_-_Advent_Children The MOVIE is OuT ...
What a good timing to enjoy after EXAM tomolo...
Final Fantasy Juz RoCkz ... *some1 ...do u hear me ?
Arhz ... i need to exercise sia ... fat le ...
Negative remark abt HK's Disneyland again ...
They look down on Asian ?
Nagged at the Chinese working at there ...The ang mohs
Some1 nick is geeting frm bad to worst ..irritated me sia
Blocked Blocked Blocked ... like tat wun popped up and let me see le
hope tat she ... in exam ... trouble b4 exam


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The Faces of Death VCD is not scary at all ...
Leg been bited off by Sharks ... *while photo taking
Man been riped apart by Croc ... *parachut the wrong landing
2 German Sher. attacked a man ... *died at carpark
some1 msg me to call back after seeing this msg ... will i ?
got no time to entertain ... *BAD !!!


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These few days, i received a number of unfamiliar numbers tat call me ,
i didnt answer and return the call
cos i wun ans unfamiliar number tat appeared
to reach me, u must use number tat i know ...
Got it ???


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BbHaOz on Tuesday, September 13, 2005

With each passing day,
The responsiblity will be greater,
Till than,
Will i still be the same?
The same as b4?


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BbHaOz on Monday, September 12, 2005

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HAPPY 19th Birthday WY !!!
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What a day tat falls on ur birthday ...
The BIRTH of Hongkong Disneyland too


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BbHaOz on Sunday, September 11, 2005

The Higher the hope, The greater the disppointment ... how true!
Pinned all my hope for this up-coming trip ...
Hope ended in an instant for today ... * so hard to take it
No more ... its finished ... Its S'pore for this holidays
LooK lIke i CAnT FulFill e ProMises ...
I shouldnt have so much hope at 1st ... let's 4get and advance


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BbHaOz on Saturday, September 10, 2005

I cant wait to land this Jersey !!! LIVERPOOL NEW CHAMP KIT ... Will be available on the 10th Nov thought ...
The 5 Stars above the jersey been given by UEFA !!!


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Top view Frm EsplanadeThe Tall tall building
The Legendary's Durian

Mind u all sia, a lot pplz at the roof of the esplanade sia ... the nite view is CoOL ... oversee the Fullerton Hotel as the Mother and Son Merlion ... the sea breeze ... RELAXE man ... but soon we are been chased down by the Security as it is late ... 11pm den. Live dancing too ya ... the malays dancing in a grp, *their own dance somehow like a robot dance not traditional de ...they wore Shirt + pants with a hat and 6-7 pplz dance together ... CoOLz ...
Quite relax nite out

Consider the heavy traffic tat the Ubi area have, it so hard to pass and it is also the strictest centre in S'pore as other centre cant compared to ubi. All graduatee frm Ubi can considered passing at a higher lvl than others cos u really had to filter frm right to left to u-turn in a real traffic jam. Other cant really have this situation... can said a bit disvan and advan lar ... cos this really test ur judgement skill ... try harder next time will ya ? u can do it ...
My 1st attempt i got 58pts ... 2nd = Passed with less than 10 pts


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BbHaOz on Friday, September 09, 2005

Before

After


Wow sia...really croweded at the Travel Fair sia... go here and there for enquiry abt the Hongkong trip to disneyland ... 4D3N $600+ .. if anything goes well, i am going to Disneyland le YEAH!!! ... 1 weird thing is tat 1 agency offered $100 for the disneyland entrance while the info tat i research is abt $60+ to $70+ ...till den we managed to find one tat offered this pricing ... waited n waited b4 we can actually ask questions abt the trip ... as for the air port tax, it cost abt $100 sia ... OIL OIL OIL ... hai...*the above price tat i have post is all included -hotel, disneyland, air ticket+tax ...

After tat we went to Esplanade there to eat *SEE ABOVE! wow sia..each of us spent abt $10 on food sia ... den went to the top of Esplande to take pic of the S'pore Legenadry "DURIAN" as well as the tall hotel somewhere ...

Some1 cheated my relaxing nite ... thot i can have nite swim and steam spa treatment, but is all been Shelved!!! becos of the time spent at travel fair and as well as going to K box/ movie but in the end we didnt... JS!!! ... blamed JM for not going..not me...



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Hai...she has aged a lot...going to 2yr old le ya ... Mdm Bun.
yesterday took Shell tox out for a stroll around my table while i am studying ... haha... he is so funni ya ... same as his great grand father ... MR Humble ... Sniffed my arm and hand den position himself around it...slowly he fall asleep beside my arm ...*So Cute*
Sayang him and massage him, he yawns and zzz ... rarely got this kind of dwarf hamster that are so obedient and so heart-warming. - i put down my pen and watches him zzz ... his small body and his unique smell ...
5 mins later, he was awake and sniffing around the table and tidy up his flu ... haha ... cute cute cute ... 'Kiss' by him as i uses my hand to cover him, as if he was in a cave ...
as for mdm Bun, she has hunch-back le ya *sight... hope to get her 2 daughters to breed soon so tat there will be a next generation but becos of his son, Mr Bygone, she has become Ah Ma le ... hench her 2 daughters will not get to breed this few months ... cos of Mr Bygone marriaged to my sis's friend's hamster, Mdm grey grey ... she got 5 babies but giving away 2 after 1 mth old ..so left with ??? *u all calculate lar haa!

travel fair Here i come!!! Nite swim + steam room = relaxing nite at Js's house


BbHaOz wrote his history at 8:42 AM .


Every1 Let's ConQuReD EM3A TOdaY !!!
The VEry LaSt of EG le... YEAH !!!
No More MatH ... Integration .. lalala ....


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BbHaOz on Thursday, September 08, 2005

Really happi tat i'm dream will be fulfill soon ... HK tour ... dun need to trouble cos i know tat the amount is still there ... if i really make tat decision days ago, i will be very vexed rite now...thinking whether i had enough for the trip a not ... but somehow, i know tat i will be called heartless or whatever cos i did not lent a hand to him when in need. Money is a very senstive case...be it tat the friendship will still be there...onli he know ... the way he views he cant be changed if he really break because of tat. i'll wish him well in my heart.

Hmmm... HK's disneyland 5 day magical tour $598 ...include stay inside the hotel and unlimited ride. while 3 days isabt $398 ... 1 nite stay inside hotel ... CooLz Ya ... next yr maybe will be cheaper by den ... as for this trip, had to see if there is vacany for disneyland a not..cos a lot of pplz as it juz open.


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HEY! CHECK THIS FUNNY WEBBY ---> CLICK HERE


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BbHaOz on Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Today is the day i rejected a friend who are in need of money ... a promise i made to myself tat i will help unless no money is involved ... but for as today, i shall continue my new philosophy of life.
years back, i r'ber the very 1st tat i hold up the shirt of a friend of mine and telling him tat i'm not rich and dun kept saying tat i'm rich or i'm whose grandson and the future boss of whtever ... i've enough ... dun portray me in such a way can? i'm fortunate tat i'm borned in this family where i got no worries abt money? * come on! i also earned the money myself and i really hated the feeling tat when u think of money u think of me 1st.
1st the money is theirs not mine!!! * my father also encourages me to work and earn the money myself ... training me to be dependent as well as to know tat money are hard to earn...tat why the expectation frm them is quiet pressurizing sometime. i eveb feel like breaking down.
2nd - Dun think becos u had tat money and u can win lotsa respect frm pplz and as well as gals juz like the views of that connard. if money can buylove, that person onli love ur money and not u. *unless u are some handsome and beautifl pplz with lotsa money and influence...there is a lil in singapore ya
3rd - i very happy tat when friend are in trouble, they think of me 1st..but in a wrong way of thinking...$$$ is all they can think of when thinking of me. I hated tat feeling and becos of tat, i lifted up tat guy uop with my arms and shouted right in front of his face inside the teacher room.
i wan to be MYSELF and onli myself. without having to involve my family/background inside.
izzit becos of my character tat i ranked friendship very important to me? *tat why becos of tat, i missed out a lot of thing abt myself and i cant differentiate friendship with relationship.
A feeling tat becos of my family background, friends wan to know me becos tat i can provide them with wht they need if they needed help... $$$ is really a senstive case...even own son can kill their own parent becos of $$$ and dun need to say, friend can also become enemy becos of money...
I've choose not to this time round becos of tat feeling tat is holding me back and not that i trust him a not. A feeling abt friendship - did ur'ber me and ask me becos i can provide tat help to u? the time spent togther are getting less and i dun know wht u are really doing now...this make me feel insercure abt ur availbilities? maybe after a few get together session juz like b4, den the feeling will be gone cos i know tat u are still around me.


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Here i am pondering if i should ... or i shouldnt ...
This is so troublesome ...
Its not a problem of keeping ur promise that it will not be delay ...
Its the dream of mine of going tour with friends with tat ...
If without or delay by 2-3 weeks, my dream will be shattered ...
I've been saving tat amount since my attachment ... and my pay is onli a lil ...
can onli pay part of the air ticket, not 4getting the GT of my poly's ...
This coming friday onwards, i will be searching for the agency with them ...
What if anything happened juz like last time tat u onli managed to deposite half?
Its not tat i dun trust u, its abt promise ... committement to fulfil it ... let said if sth crop up again and onli managed 1/6 of tat? den my trip how? ... disneyland ... * at least to 3 other countries b4 NS days ...
I've told myself tat i will try to help but not tat matter ... this time i really cant help u ... cos i also need tat ... i'm sure tat u can find others who can help u this time ...
U are so close to graduate this sem ... but u chose to quit sch rite now ... izzit worth it ? if u tell me tat the u need tat so tat the sch will let u continue with it, I WILL consider ...
at least i know tat with tat i can help a friend to graduate ...

I'm really VEXed rite now ...


BbHaOz wrote his history at 4:36 AM .


HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WC!!!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SY !!!
I'm not in a presentable state as i'm recovering ... thought tat i can recovered juz after tat ... but who know ... i need a few days off to cool down the swollen. I'm so Sorry tat i can attend the Birthday party tat i've been invited to go ... but i know tat i'm FORGIVEN ... so stay happi ya ...
IR & SEB ... in the end, i also cant go ...erm...this is the last yr le ... look like i cant have a bonding with them le ...*will there be another chance ???


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BbHaOz on Sunday, September 04, 2005

Haha ... watch A DATE WITH A VAMPIRE 3 all day ... haber started my study sia ... DIE le YA!!! so funni and siong sia .. watch till episode 14 le ... 4 more to go to complet Vol. 1


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BbHaOz on Saturday, September 03, 2005

Gotten to watch England match later... yeah !!! wearing the Over Size Jersey tat a grp of friends bought for my bday gift ... Hope Tat GERRARD can score!!!
Went to dinner with sz ... ah ... ber ... yd ... tok abt NS again ... their activity day so scary ya ... different Company gathered at a place ... den they will start to disturb another company *their disturb is actually fighting ... sz got hit by a wooden stick and in return he KO tat guy and he fell to the ground ... haa ... as for him ? he quickly run away ya ... but, he dare not face that Company in future as he somehow scared tat the grp recognised him and KO him back ... haha ... scary ya!
cant walk alone as u can be ambushed sia ...*on tat day onli lar

next week going to travel fair ... DISNEYLAND here i come...if not OCEAN PARK ...haha ...

This coming monday nite going to Wc's bday or tuesday ... SL!!! r'ber leh ..haa
*wanna to go out as a grp for the last paper ? any1?

Wales 1 (Hartson) England 3 (Rooney, Beckham, Gerrard)


BbHaOz wrote his history at 9:11 PM .
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BbHaOz on Friday, September 02, 2005

Connard disturbing G2 Hai... arrived sch early in the morning sia ..dun know tat the test start at 9 .. wht to do? juz wait & wait ...
Today is also the last sem for ir ... al ... seb ... had the very last lunch with them minus seb ... we play we tok we laught ... so fast 2.5 yrs have passed ... during week end must come out ya!!! PROMISE ?
IR recorded my singing using his handphone and i use my hp to film him all the way ... haha...u all know wht happening le ya ...
Sang Akon - Lonely during MAT class ... mr N suddenly stopped doing his work and stared at me ... so malu sia ...* u all got heard anything a not ya ? hope not!!!

Time to end this sem last post ...

Lonely IR is so lonely ...
He needs Km-wt ...
Where Is She ?
Oh ...

I saw tat particular person at SIM bus stop ... changed so much ... studying at SIM ? after 4 yrs finally saw ... boarded the same bus but i choose to drop at somewhere and change bus ... this may seem like escaping frm it but if tat person did not appreciate of wht i have done, den tat person will not be in my list ... juz a simple hi to end the conversation.

i-weekly mag is really selling hot ya ... go to Kovan MRT 7-ll and Hougang St 21 7-11 and heartland mall Cold Storage and the Hawker Centre Auntie but still cant find ... all sold out ...in the end go to the opposite 7-11 of my house...finally found it ... left a few copies left ... happi!
Need to warm up my engine ...
Cast aside my unhappiness and concentrate ... the up-coming trip will be a route for me to 4get n let go and recharge myself for FYP ...

The Person somehow had affected me for today ... tomolo will be a better day for me ...


BbHaOz wrote his history at 5:52 PM .


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BbHaOz on Thursday, September 01, 2005

Today went to SIR Building for passport update ... wow sia.. a lot of pplz today ..especially children ... TEACHER's day sia ... shouldnt have gone today ...bad moved ...but i think i've gained a lot frm there too ... for future used ....haa

Waited for almost 2hr+ before my turn sia ... but during 1 to 2 ++ peak hour sia... onli 4 counters were open for over 200++ pplz in front of my quene ...OMG ...thing getting better when its after 2 .... 9 counters were open ... fast ya but not tat fast ... average 5 min/ person i think ... still a long way ... Come on man! think they should juz open a counter just for pplz like me who juz wanna to Extent their passport sia ... like tat wun be wasting a lot of time waiting ...

Went to BEACH RD after tat ... to buy dinner ... i've bought Kamping Soup ... Chicken Curry and Seasmes Paste < -- dun know how to spell ya ... all famous stores of Beach Road ... my memories stayed at there too ya ... always after gym at Kallang walk down to beach road to have our dinner den go home ... best memories is tat we played badminton after gym at the CC. really sweat it out man at tat time... now is all over ... sweet sweet memories ... *also bad one down there becos of tat some1. Tick Dot Tick Dot ... Pi Pa Pi Pa ...its started to rain heavily and the bus was very cold ... after alighting, walk in the rain ... haha ... Siong Sia ... kew... Tonite SUPERSTAR ... who is gotten to win ? DUN CARE le ... confirm kevin will have the edge over Kelly <> wan to do? juz enjoy the performance sia ... *anyway they are both the Champ le ... make no difference ... juz like Tauffit and Sly ... in the end ..both get the same media explosure but in this case SLY n Kevin will get more ... HAI .... COME ONE KELLY !!!


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